I'm So Sorry

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Guy, I'm gonna be honest with you. One of the main reasons I haven't updated is because for about a month I left all of my fandoms. Every single one of them. It was an addiction and I gave it up for someone I love very much. Well, that someone broke my heart and all I have to make me some what "happy" is my fandoms. Warning: they may be will be slightly depressing simply because I'm so upset that I can't even read a happy one without crying. I don't know what to do anymore. I know some people say "There's more fish in the sea." And "If you love something, let it go. If it loves you, it'll come back." But I'm not the type that wants to hear it. I am so in love with this kid, and he means the world to me. I'm so crushed and upset that I don't want to do anything anymore. I've barely ate in two days, I've had about two-five hours of sleep, and I can't stop crying. I don't think anyone really understands how much he ment to me. I'm sorry y'all are suffering with me (because I won't update) but I will eventually. I'm just really, really hurt. I love you, all. ~Brittany.

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