Brittany Hills Chronicles: Act 3

Lennox 22

Masai was furious, naturally so.... but the reason for his anger was still a mystery to me; it could be the video that Lil Quez is showing everyone, it could be the hundreds of text messages he's been getting asked if he's gay, or it could be the fact that they forgot his chicken nuggets.... I wasn't sure but I was slightly nervous about what he was going to do. Masai got up and started pacing around the living room, he was punching his hand which was an indication to me that he was ready to fight and seeing as how I was the only person here I wondered if I was going to be the person he decided to swing on. During his silent rant, Masai paused and looked at me, his face was indiscernible.... and then he just shook his head and started laughing, my natural instinct was to hide everything that could be used as a weapon because it was becoming clear that Masai was fuckin losing it. Finally, Masai sat down and pulled out a blunt and I watched him for a few minutes before sitting on the couch next to him, whatever momentary lapse into insanity seemed to have passed and now I could see the wheels turning in his head.

"You know this is all your fault right? Ever since I got out you've been fuckin with my head, trying to convince me that I'm something that I'm not.... playing with my confusion and trying to manipulate me." Masai said looking in my eyes.

"I've never done anything that you didn't want me to do Sai.... but you're right maybe I'm too forward with some of my actions and maybe I'm a little too blunt with my words. But you can't sit there and put this all on me, you've been doing little subtle shyt WAY before you got locked up." I countered and Masai sat there looking confused as fuck. "Bruh how many times before you got locked up have I caught you staring at my dick and ass? How many times have we ran a train on some thot and your dick 'accidentally' touched mine? And don't even get me started on that time you almost kissed me." I said starting to get pissed.

"Whatever Lennox...." Masai said waving me off and lighting the blunt.

"Nah it's not whatever... I've been where you are Masai, I've been through all the confusion, all the anger, all the hatred of myself for having these very NATURAL emotions. I tried to suppress it, I tried to brush it off as a phase, I even talk to a damn counselor but the harder I tried to fight it the stronger the urges got... You're lucky man... you just don't know how lucky you are." I said taking the blunt out his hand.

"Lucky? What's so damn lucky about walking around as a constant ball of confusion?" Masai asked and I laughed quietly.

"Because you got someone who is by your side that can walk you through this.... a couple people actually, all them niggas you live with have probably gone through the same thing you're going through right now and I bet if you go to any one of them they'd be willing to help.... plus you got me, your best friend in the whole world who has and is still going through the same thing you are right now, someone who knows you better than anyone." I said quietly.

"Aight so tell me everything? I know you said that you were talking to some older dude and he was telling you about how he was fuckin niggas in jail and how it was better than pussy, which I seriously doubt but what happened afterwards... I mean before you fucked your first nigga?" Masai asked.

"The thoughts were always there.... but you knew that, once dude told me what he said I couldn't stop thinking about it, I hated myself for having those thoughts but they were there. So I started with the normal shyt, like watching porn and to be real with you gay porn is better than straight porn." I said shrugging.

"Okay nigga now you're really bugging, ain't no way in hell.... all you're doing is looking at dicks, ass, and nutsacks. What pleasure do you get out of that?" Masai said turning his nose up like he was disgusted.

"Nigga what do you watch porn for? Don't answer that because I already know, you skip through the scenes with the girl playing with her pussy and get straight to the parts with the dude; the girl suckin dick, getting fucked, and of course the cumshot... all scenes that involve a nigga. Sure you may be attracted to the girl but if you really stop and think about it, the dude is always the star of the scene.... unless the girl as a super fat ass and then it's debatable." I said leaning back against the couch.