Brittany Hills Chronicles: Act 3

Masai 32

It was about three in the morning, I had to be up for school in about three hours and yet I haven't been able to sleep. My mind was racing with so many things and plus this bed was too damn soft.... maybe it was my upbringing, before getting locked back when I was living with my mom I didn't have a bed. Usually, I slept on a pallet on the floor or one of my boy's couch but this damn bed was.... uncomfortably soft, I got up outta bed and moved to a spot in the corner, even the damn carpet was soft....... Fuck it, I got up and threw on some clothes before creeping downstairs, Big Mike was working tonight and he was pretty chill, I let him know that I was running to the gym since I couldn't sleep and his response was basically sign out and be back before it was time to go to school. I took the keys to the Yukon and drove through the city and naturally I ended up in front of Lennox's apartment..... why I drove here I don't know but I had a feeling his ass was up because he was always up. I knocked on his door and a few seconds later he opened it wearing nothing but some damn socks, his dick was hard as fuck and as I badly as I wanted to look way my eyes were stuck.

"Masai, it's three o'clock in the morning bruh...." Lennox said but still, my eyes were glued on his dick, what the fuck was wrong with me? I've seen Lennox's dick more time than I care to admit but I don't know maybe it was the lighting of the hallway or something. Lennox didn't have a pornstar dick, I mean it was super thick but not long and the head was bright red, while the shaft matched his skin tone. "Man you're gonna have to suck my dick or at least jack me off because the way you're staring got me feeling some type of way." Lennox said smiling.

"Bruh, I told you about that shyt...." I said pushing past him and walking into his small apartment. "I couldn't sleep so I figured I come over here and crash on your couch, what are you doing up this late?" I asked and Lennox pointed to the t.v. and I saw two niggas fuckin like crazy.

"What? I'm fuckin horny and I need to stroke before I sleep.... then again I stroke when I wake up too so..... Nevermind you don't wanna hear that, but you can sleep in the second bedroom or my room if you want, I'll probably be edging for a few more hours." Lennox said and I didn't know what the fuck he was talking about and I was certain that I didn't want to know.

"Aight man wake me up in like two hours." I said walking into the other bedroom and closing the door, I kid you not five seconds after I had taken my shoes off Lennox was walking into the room and thankfully he had on some basketball shorts. "Damn nigga can I help you?" I asked avoiding his eyes and Lennox said on the edge of the bed and looked at me.

"I think we should talk.... just you and me, there's no one else here and I highly doubt anyone is coming over here so we won't be interrupted. Keep it real with me Sai' what's going on with you? Like forreal?" Lennox asked looking at me in the dimly lit room.

"You want me to leave?" I asked getting irritated by his stupid ass question.

"Nah but I do want you to be honest. We both know that you got feelings for me and that you're attracted to dudes, my question is why are you afraid to act on those feelings? Are you afraid that someone is going to find out? It's just us and you know I would never tell anybody about what goes on between us, I just wanna know what you're afraid of Masai?" Lennox asked.

"I thought you'd drop it?" I asked and he sat there looking at me. "Obviously you're not going to let this go so I'll tell you; I'm afraid of liking it, I'm afraid of people finding out, I'm afraid that it's going to hurt like hell, I'm afraid of turning into that nigga Jace. Yeah, it's true since getting out I've been looking at niggas differently, hell even before then I was like one percent curious. I still love women but I wanna experiment a little.... but I don't wanna be pressured into doing something I'm not ready for."

"I'm not pressuring you.... I wouldn't do that but I got feelings for you Masai, not just sexual feelings but a nigga loves you." Lennox said and i sat there quietly. "I can't hide this shyt anymore Sai and it's getting hard for me to be around you because sometimes I just wanna shake your ass and let you know how I feel." Lennox said blinking quickly.