If I'm Louder... Would You See Me?

Jealousy

The van went over bumps, which had me wondering where we were going. I look at Kellin through the revision mirror, I hated sitting in the back seat, but Liam currently had the front.

"Kellin, where are we going?" My voice wasn't as crackly through the machine anymore, almost as if I wasn't using it.

"Somewhere far away." Kellin replies. Well, that cleared things up. Niall was seated next to me, and next to Niall was Harry, Zayn and Louis were in the back of the van, where no seats existed. I slumped down in my seat and Niall chuckled.

"You alright?" He asks, my heart thudded at his Irish accent. No, Kaitlyn, you're with Kellin, don't even think about it. I shake my head and stare out the window, the darkness swallowed up everything, leaving nothing but the moon visible. No street lights were around, which meant we were in the country. That helped clear up where we were, despite the thousands of possibilities.

"I want to know where we're staying, I won't sleep until I know." My machine voice says. Niall shook his head.

"We're going to stay at a farm, is that better?" He replies. I nod and lean against the window, which, with every bump, made my head slam against it painfully. Niall chuckled at my reaction.

"Here, lay on me." He offers, I rest my head on his shoulder, which seems mutually uncomfortable, so I choose his lap instead. I see Kellin's knuckles tighten on the steering wheel.

"Jealous are we Kellin?" Harry teases. Kellin's knuckles tightened even further, it looked like they were about to bust out. Kellin growled, his body started trembling. Harry's eyes widen and he pat's Kellin's shoulder.

"Sorry mate." Harry apologized, this made Kellin stop trembling, but his hands weren't going to loosen the grip on the steering wheel anytime soon. Niall stroked my brown hair, which was soothing, it eventually made me drift off to sleep.