If I'm Louder... Would You See Me?

Hippos

Kellin's P.O.V

We all walked back go the van, our hopes of getting Kaitlyn back, crushed, by a million fat hippos. I need my Kitty Kat back, and I wasn't going to get her.

"This is bullshit." Niall huffed, slamming the side door shut. Louis lay across mine and Harry's laps.

"I know! How could she forget the Swagmasta from Doncasta?!" Louis shouted appalled. Harry slapped the back of his head.

"Now's not the time Lou." Harry said. I stared out the window as Liam drove, Kaitlyn, her kid and black hair were mucking around, lastly, black hair planted a kiss on MY mates lips. I quickly looked away, not being able to control my anger. I looked behind me instead and saw Niall was having the same reaction as me, which was awkward, but I let it slide, he's helped me so much in the past couple of years, I didn't mind he was crushing on my mate. I think.

Kaitlyn's P.O.V

"Do you have any idea why those boys claimed I knew them?" I asked, climbing into bed. Christian looked away from me when he answered.

"No. Not at all." He muttered. I rose an eyebrow and forced him to look at me.

"Are you hiding something from me?" I asked.

"NO! I'M NOT! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ALRIGHT!" Christian shouted, landing a good slap across my cheek. I felt the tears well up in my eyes and I hurried to get out of bed. I grabbed a bag and started packing my things.

"Aw. Kaitlyn come on, stop being such a drama queen." Christian said. I wiped a few tears away quickly and continued packing completely ignoring him.

"Kaitlyn if you leave and take Kellin, God help me I will kill you." Christian threatened. I zipped up my bag and looked over my shoulder at him.

"You're going to have to catch me first." I told him. Grabbing Kellin from his bed and running out the door.

It was cold outside and I instantly regretted storming out, but Christian had no right to treat me like that. He got so angry over nothing. I didn't deserve to be slapped for asking a question.

I held Kellin against my body, to keep him warm and dashed the the furthest train stop, Christian will go to the closest one, and by the time he realizes I went to the further one, I'll be long gone.

I ran as fast as I could in my human form and made it to the bus stop quickly. Kellin started talking in his sleep, it was disturbing what he was saying as well.

He kept repeating something like: "Don't shirt her." That's what it sounded like, but his voice was muffled so...

A van stopped in front of us and the side door slid open, revealing two of the boys from the park, one was brunette and the other one had pitch black hair.

"Get in." The blonde one said, his voice holding no emotion. I shook my head.

"No, I don't know who you are." I replied. The one with the pitch black hair spoke next, his eyes tender.

"Kitty Kat. Please." He almost begged.

There was something about the way he said "Kitty Kat" that seemed to open a door in my mind. I sighed and got in the van, the side door being slammed shut behind me. I lay Kellin down on a double seat and stroked his hair away from his face, he was awake now and he was scared.

"Mummy. I had bad dweam, sing me wuwwaby?" My little boy asked. I nodded and continued stroking his hair back. I opened my mouth to sing, and the once noisy van silenced.

Kellin's P.O.V

She's going to sing. Goosebumps rippled along my flesh, before she even opened her mouth, and when she sang, goosebumps started rising on goosebumps.

"I'd give up forever to touch you,

Coz I know that you feel me so loud,

You're the closest to heaven, that I'll ever be,

And I don't wanna go on my own.

And all I can taste is this moment,

And all I can breathe is your love."

The fact that she knew this song, meant she remembered me somewhere, she might not have realised, but she remembers me, or the next cover we were going to do at least. Before I could stop myself, I started singing along too.

"And I don't want the world to see me,

Coz I don't think that they'd understand,

When everything's meant to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am."

Our voices blended together perfectly, Kaitlyn looked me in the eye after we'd finished, and her son was asleep. Her eyes were lit up and happy.

"Kellin?" She asked, her voice going up a pitch. My heart stopped.

She remembered me. She remembered me.

Kaitlyn launched into my arms for a hug and I didn't hesitate to wrap my arms around her. She looked up at me and smiled, tears forming in her eyes.

"I only saw you yesterday, but I miss you so much."

What? She didn't see me yesterday, what was she talking about?

Kaitlyn's P.O.V

"I only saw you yesterday, but I miss you so much." I told him, all the memories of yesterday flooded into my mind. The fight between the boys, and the punch to the jaw, but none of it mattered. I had Kellin back, that's all I wanted.

I looked behind me and found my little boy, sound asleep.

"I don't remember when I had him, but now I have two Kellin's. Which brings up a question, why don't I remember having my little boy?" I asked, sitting on the floor of the van. Someone cleared their throat and I saw Niall, patiently sitting next to me, his hair fully brunette and a little bit shorter.

"Niall!" I exclaimed, hugging him immediately, Niall chuckles under his breath and hugs me back. Why does it feel like I haven't seen these boys in ages? I took my seat again and wiggled to get comfortable again.

"No ones answered my question yet. Why don't I remember having mine and Kellin's little boy?"

No answer.

"Well?"

Still no answer. I sighed.

"Okay, I'm going to sleep. When I wake up in the morning, you better have an explanation." I said, laying my head on the hard floor of the van.

Kellin's P.O.V

Kaitlyn thinks I'm the father of little Kellin. It was almost as if she was a different person. At first, she seemed like a total stranger, and after she sang and I joined in, she turned into the beautiful Kaitlyn I knew and loved. Hopefully it will last.

Niall's P.O.V

Seeing Kaitlyn back to normal gave me a sense of security. She even said she missed us, although she thought it had only been a day. Her face was peaceful in sleep, and Kellin... the older one, was laying next to her, they were cuddling up to each other, as if they were each others life support. I sighed heavily and stood up from my seat on the floor, plonking myself on Harry's lap. He didn't seem to mind though.

"Kaitlyn's back." Zayn said, we all knew, but maybe he thought it need to be said.

"How long will it last though?" Louis asked, being serious for the first time in a long time. I rose an eyebrow.

"It's going to last forever. It has to." I said. Harry's head was rested on my back, and I knew he was asleep.

"Don't be too upset if it doesn't, okay Ni?" Louis assured. I nodded and moved off Harry's lap, sitting on the seat next to him.