If I'm Louder... Would You See Me?

If You're Happy, I'm Happy Too

Niall's P.O.V

The sun had begun to rise through the window and I realised I hadn't slept at all. My mind was too busy going over the meaning of what Louis said last night. It didn't make any sense. To me at least. I felt a tugging on my chinos and I looked down, to see a curly haired boy with bottle blue eyes.

"I'm hungwy, can you get me some food mista?" The little boy asked. This must be little Kellin.

"Do you think you can wait a little longer? We'll be at the hotel soon, then we'll get food." I said. Little Kellin nodded and went back to his seat, kicking his feet rhythmically and staring out the window. I heard a soft groan and Kaitlyn stretched her arms out, waking up big Kellin. They both yawned and looked around, as if they'd forgotten where they were.

"Good morning." I greeted, raising my hand in a slight wave. Kaitlyn's eyes widened in panic.

"What, who are you? I remember getting into this van... then singing to Kellin... then I woke up here. What? What's going on?" Kaitlyn's eyes scan the room as she panics. Louis was right, she wasn't going to be normal Kaitlyn any more. She's going to forget about us for good.

"You honestly don't remember?" I checked. Big Kellin had rolled over and gone back to sleep, meaning I didn't have him for backup. Kaitlyn shook her head and stood up in one fluid movement, then took a seat next to her son.

"Is there anything to remember?" Kaitlyn asked, digging around for something in her bag. She pulled out a phone, and studied it. She scowled at whatever was on the screen and stuffed it back into her bag.

"You-you..." I began. I watched Kaitlyn's eyes as she got more confused. "Never mind." I grumbled, waving a hand dismissively. Kaitlyn hugs her little boy close to her, and looks at the other Kellin, who's laying on the floor, fast asleep.

"Who's he?" Kaitlyn asked, motioning to Kellin with her thumb.

"Kellin." I told her. Kaitlyn wrinkled her nose.

"But that's Kellin." Kaitlyn explained, pointing to her son. I chuckled under my breath.

"Yes, there's two Kellin's." I explained, Kaitlyn finally seemed to get the picture, she wasn't normally like this, perhaps it was the confusion.

"Oh, yeah, sorry. I can be a little bit ditsy sometimes." Kaitlyn admitted. Harry moved into the back with us, his walking pace similar to that of a sloth.

"Gomornikaitln." Harry slurred, his tired state making his words hard to comprehend.

"Good morning." She greeted, her eyes looked different when she was like this, they were almost clouded over, or glassy. It definitely wasn't normal.

"Liam, take us to the pack leader, something isn't right with her." I told Liam from the back seat. Kaitlyn didn't even realise that I meant her, maybe in this state she was stupider. It could always be a possibility I guess.

*At the pack hide-out*

Kellin's P.O.V

The packs hide-out was more broken down than I remembered. It did consist of a broken down hotel, but I don't remember it being this bad. We entered the lobby, Kaitlyn keeping her son close by her side as other wolves eyed her, as if she was something to eat. Niall explained to me why we were here, but I honestly wasn't paying attention. I was too busy trying to figure out how Kaitlyn had become so different overnight, it was weird. I didn't like it. Kaitlyn let out a little squeal as a member of the pack passed by her, tapping her ass as he moved. Before I could control myself, I was holding him against the wall by his throat, my wolf desperate to explode out and rip him to shreds.

"Touch her again and I'll kill you." I hissed, I had made everyone stop, they were all watching me.

"Why should I? For her mate you don't seem to be very close." He hissed back, despite our current position, he didn't seem very frightened. I let out a deep growl and felt myself trembling uncontrollably.

"Kellin. Don't." Kaitlyn said, she wasn't her normal self, but she still cared for me, that counted for something, right?

I released my grip on his neck, and returned to Kaitlyn and the others. Barely managing to keep my trembling under control. Kaitlyn placed a hand on my shoulder and smiled, giving me a quick peck on the cheek.

"Thank you." She whispered, and ran back to Niall's flank.

Niall's P.O.V

We were currently waiting around in the Alpha's office, waiting for him to grace us with his presence.

"Mumma, why we here?" Little Kellin asked, breaking the silence. Kaitlyn places little Kellin on her lap.

"We'll be out soon, I promise." Kaitlyn replied. The silence in this room was killing me, normally Louis would have said something highly inappropriate. I fidgeted with my shirt, unable to stay in one spot for too long.

"Aw hell no. Nobody keeps the Swagmasta waiting." Louis stood up and dusted his shirt off before storming out. He was one of the people who couldn't stay quiet in one room. The door opened and the Alpha entered, he was beginning to bald, and his grey eyes were as boring as I remembered.

"Sorry to keep you waiting." The Alpha apologized, taking a seat behind his desk. His eyes flickered to each of us, before landing on Kaitlyn and little Kellin. "And who are you?" Alpha asked, Kaitlyn reached out her hand in a hand shake.

"Kaitlyn, Kaitlyn Key." She said. My heart seized up painfully, she already married? I heard big Kellin, take a deep breath in sharply. This would obviously take it's toll on him.

"Nice to meet you. What seems to be the problem?" Alpha asked, his eyes landing on me. I tried to keep my anger under control as I replied.

"Kaitlyn only remembers us at night, and in day time, she thinks we only just met." Zayn replied for me, obviously seeing or sensing my frustration. The Alpha placed his chin in his hand, leaning forward on the desk. His eyes roll around as he tries to figure out what happened.

"I know what's going on, but it's difficult to explain. You're just going to have to treat day time Kaitlyn like you'd treat night time Kaitlyn. You got it?" The Alpha asked. Kellin and I nodded straight away, which the Alpha seemed mystified with. We stood up to leave when he added one more thing, Kaitlyn and the other boys had left, so it was just me and big Kellin.

"It's strange, you both are mates with the girl, but you haven't tried to kill each other." The Alpha pointed out, I stiffened, I actually thought there was a chance Kellin would kill me.

"I don't care if Kaitlyn chooses Niall over me, if she's happy and I trust the person enough, I would want her to be happy." Kellin explained, then he left the room. The Alpha rose an eyebrow at me.

"Would you do the same thing for her?" He asked me. I immediately shook my head.

"I wouldn't be able to see her with anyone else." I replied. Leaving the room straight after I spoke.