Bangtan's Release || BTS x Reader

It turned me on

After a short pause, looking at her with soft eyes, he said: "I know you've expressed how I made you feel last night, but I think I should also tell you how you made me feel..."

He was somewhat nervous to tell her about his innermost thoughts about something so intimate, but she had that calming aura and trustworthy personality that made it all ok.

"I must confess, I was really nervous yesterday. We've been friends since you've started working at BigHit, but this is a whole new type of relationship. I've never done anything like this before. I've only had one girlfriend, and we broke up because she was being too close that guy, disregarding how it made me feel. I told her repeatedly that it made me feel uncomfortable, but she ignored me. Later on, I found out they met up a few times behind my back. Eventually, we broke up. After that, I didn't date anyone else, and then I became a trainee at BigHit and had to give it my all. Physical contact like this was a long time ago..."

He paused for a moment, looking at his fingers fiddling with his coffee mug handle. "I must admit I was surprised at how... vocal you were for your first time" he said with a smile that hid so many memories of last night's antics, earning Na-Ri a now crimson-looking face. "No, no, please don't be embarrassed! I didn't mean it in a bad way! Actually... I loved it; it turned me on." Namjoon said, scratching the back of his head, the tip of his ears competing with the shade of a tomato." A little victorious smile found its way to Na-Ri's lips.

"You have that effect on me that I can't explain. You felt like home. I just don't know if I should tell you all of this though..." he ended in a whisper.

"Namjoon, you can talk freely with me; I will not misunderstand you. Us being physical will definitely bring us closer in a way I suppose, so it's ok" she replied. She could understand how he felt as she felt the same.

He stared at her for a moment, searching her face for an answer to which he hadn't even asked a question. All he could see in those brown eyes looking back at him was kindness and understanding, and he felt free to speak again.

"I felt like I was drunk on your essence, and I didn't want to sober up. I lost myself in you. I was under your spell. I thought I was going to be the one to guide you, but it turned out to be an otherworldly experience for me too. It felt like I was discovering the depth of your soul; your scent just gave me that heady feeling, your touch made me surrender. That craving that was there for so long was satisfied in an instant and it's all thanks to you" he ended almost teary-eyed, looking at her beautiful face.

He was a gentle giant. An emotional one. He just bared his soul about what last night meant for him. He was all about making her happy, but in the end, he got way more than he bargained for.

Na-Ri reached for Namjoon's hand across the table and run her thumb back and forth, drawing circles on his soft skin. They looked at each other, contented. She was happy she was able to elicit such feelings within him. It was a win-win situation for everyone. It was a relationship where each party respected and cared for each other, and it couldn't be more perfect.

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Namjoon made his way back down to the dorm. Tae and Jungkook were playing video games, Yoongi was taking a nap sprawled on the floor (this boy could sleep anywhere), Jin was in the kitchen getting lunch ready, Jimin and Hoseok were having a lively debate about God knows what. As the boys heard him come in, their heads instinctively turned to him. They almost gave themselves a whiplash as curiosity consumed them to know "the deets" of last night's event.

"Hyung, you're back!" said Jimin with way too much excitement.

"Sooooooooo.... Namjoon Hyung! How did it go??" Tae was not the subtle kind. He'd say whatever comes to his mind and ask about whatever picked his inquisitive mind. He literally jumped on the leader back as he came in.

"Yah! Back off, Vante boy! "Namjoon complained.

"Namjoonie, how is Na-Ri? Is she...ok?" Hoseok asked. It was a loaded question. It was not just about how she was, but most importantly about how she felt. All the boys were looking at their leader for an answer.

He sat down on one of the sofas and said "She is fine. It went...well" a timid smile showing on his lips as he looked down to the floor. "I stayed over with her as I thought it would be insensitive of me to leave in the middle of the night".

Jin: "You made the right choice, Joonie. It's good you stayed with her" He looked like a proud eomma, patting Namjoon's back. "I'm not gonna lie though; we were all waiting for you to come back" he carried on with a large, idiotic smile.

Namjoon felt a bit embarrassed by the relentless wiggling eyebrows and snickers directed at him. He knew this would happen, so he was taking it quietly like a champ.

"Yah, Hyung! Can't you just tell us a bit more??" Jimin asked with a smirk, almost in a low voice as if someone next door could hear him. Don't be fooled by Jimin; he can be sweet and shy, but he also can be "full on".

Namjoon: "Jimin, I think it's not something we should discuss openly with each other. I'd feel like I am violating her privacy in a way. Your time with her will belong only to the two of you, and the same goes for the other guys. All I can say is that she is.... enticing."

"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!" all the boys started to laugh, scream and holler, jumping all over the place, covering their mouth at Namjoon's last words.

"Enticing, huh? Man, I'm intrigued now!" Jimin replied with a pensive look on his face and a smile on his lips.

Namjoon: "She's actually planning to get to spend time with each one of us to get to know us on a more personal level, and not just as BTS. She has all our numbers and we have hers, so she said she'll get in touch tomorrow with who she wants to spend time with a bit. I also promised her that before any one of us goes to her, she'll get a few days off to... recover from last night..." the last part was almost like a whisper.

They all looked at each other in silence with eyes wide like saucers at Namjoon's comment about her needing recovery time.

"KIM NAMJOON, DID YOU BREAK HER??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE NEEDS TO RECOVER??" Jin yelled at the boy who did not know where to look.

From the corner of the room, Yoongi, still lying on the floor, screamed: "Namjoon paved the waaaaaay!"

The whole room burst into laughter, more wiggling eyebrows and teasing coming Namjoon's way. The rest of the day was spent relaxing, singing, playing pranks on each; the stuff that brothers do. It was a good day.

Tomorrow, Na-Ri would be texting who she wants to spend time with. So who will it be?