A kiss from a dangerous gay?!

Chapter 7: Fear

Chapter 7: Fear

Hansaem's POV

Gabi na din mula ng umuwi kami galing boracay. Napagpasyahan ko h hindi na muna umuwi si Karin since gabi na at mukhang uulan ng malakas.

Tapos na kami magdinner at naliligo na uli ako bago matulog. Nagbabad ako sa bathtub thinking of what has gotten into me when it comes to Karin. Nagiiba ako. When I say nagiiba is like i'm turning into someone who wasn't me? And I dont understand why.

Feeling the cold water lingering on my body. I decided to finish taking a bath. I brush my teeth and wash my face. Nagbihis na ako at nagsusuklay ng buhok ng biglang marinig ang sigaw ni Karin.

Nagulat ako kaya bigla akong napatakbo. Doon ko lang din narealize na bumuhos na pala ang malakas na ulan. Narinig ko na din ang kulog at kidlat. Pagbukas ko ng kwarto nakita ko syang humahugol sa gilid ng kama nya habang nakatakip sa tenga ang mga kamay nya.

I felt worried kaya napatakbo ako palapit sa kanya at hinawakan sya sa mga balikat. "Hey, Rin. Are you okay? Bakit ka umiiyak??"

"Papaaaaaa!Huhuhu I'm sorry papa. Kasalanan ko po sorry papa!.huhuhuhu" she cried out parang wala syang naririnig patuloy lang sya sa pagiyak habang sinasabi yang mga katagang yan.

I dont understand. I heard her phone rang kaya napaigtad ako at kinuha ito para sagutin.

-"Hello? Karin are you okay?"- Bungad sa kanya ng babaeng caller.it must be her bestfriend im confused bakit ganun ang bungad nya.

-"Hey, its me Hansaem."- I Answered

-"Omoo Hansaem? Kamusta si Karin? Inaatake na naman ba sya ng phobia nya?"- she freak out.

I gasped hearing that so she really has phobia kaya sya ganyan but still ano pang reason anung konek nito sa dad nya.

I caressed Karin's back habang nakikipag usap ako sa BFF nya.

-"Yes I think so. All she did was crying. Why is that? I heard her murmuring something about her father? What does it have to do with her phobia?"- i kept on asking

I heard her sigh. -"Actually she has fear of the rain and fear of lightning. 5 years ago gantong ganto din yung lakas ng ulan, kumukulog at kumikidlat noon. Buhay pa yung papa nya that time pero after a tragic accident on that same day sinisi na nya ang sarili nya sa lahat ng nangyari namatay ang papa nya at dahil sa trauma kaya sya nagkaphobia."- she told me.

So kaya pala.

-"But why is she blaming herself for his father's death?"- I again, asked her I want to know more about Karin's past and what I can do to make her feel okay at this kind of situation.

-"May alaga kasing rabbit si Karin. And that Rabbit is a gift came from her mother and her father kaya ganoon na nya lamang ito kamahal. Nung time na yon sa gulat nung rabbit nung kumulog at kumidlat tumakbo palabas yung alaga nya. Sa sobrang pagalala ni Rin hinabol nya ito kahit napaka lakas ng ulan. Nagaayos ng mga gamit ang papa nya ng makita sya nitong tumatakbo palabas ng bahay. Kaya hinabol nya si Karin. Nasa gitna ng kalasada si Karin ng makuha nya yung rabbit nya di nya napansin na may rumaragasang kotse nun kaya ng makita ito ng papa nya agad sya nitong tinulak para hindi sya mabangga nito. Ngunit sa kasamaang palad ang papa nya ang nasagasaan instead of her. She saw him died in front of her kaya simula nyan everytime na magkakaganito ang panahon nagkakaganyan sya."- she said

That was a horrible past. Now I undertand why is she like this. Poor Karin. -"Tell me, what should I do to make her calm?"-

-"Just stayed by her side and make her know that it is just an accident at hindi nya kasalanan ang lahat."- she adviced