Diza oneshots

Gone

⚠️- death
Liza's pov
A week. A whole week he's been gone. All I have left from him is our two sons. Jackson, who's 14 and Noah who's 7. Every time I look at their cute faces I see him, in their crazy goofy smiles, which are exactly like his, their soft eyes, their adorable noses. I just can't believe he's really gone.
"Mommy, I don't like eating other people's food" Noah said setting his fork down and resting his head on his hand "yeah, I miss dads cooking" jack said sighing. "I know boys, dad didn't cook often but when he did it was the best wasn't it" I said, they both nodded. "Okay let's wash up" I said. I collected their plates and up and washed them as they dried them. Since David died we do everything as a team, they know I'm struggling and I know they're struggling.

"Mommy will you lay with me until I fall asleep?" Noah asked me I nodded and cuddled into him "all the way asleep?" He asked "of course" I replied kissing his curly hair. "Mommy?" he said "yeah" I replied "can I stay home from school with you tomorrow?" He asked "we need to back to normal buddy, nothings going to happen to me, daddy died because of an accident" I said to him running my hands through his hair "as far as we can tell" Jackson said as he walked past "jack, don't it was an accident" I said, Jackson shrugged and walked past "I'm not scared something will happen to you I just don't want you to be alone" he said, I smiled at how cute he was "I'm going to be okay Noah I promise" I told him. "What if you get upset and nobody will hug you" he said "I promise I won't I'm okay" I said to him "but you always cry at night time and you never sleep" he said "you see?" I asked, he nodded and looked sad "I'm okay buddy, I promise. Sometimes i just get sad but I'm fine" I said to him. I cuddled him until he fell asleep, which didn't take long, I got out of his bed and kissed his head once more before lightly closing his door and walking to my room. I changed into of David's shirt and sweatpants and lay on my bed and started crying. I pulled out my phone to show my lock screen which made me cry even more. A picture of me, David and the boys together, David looked so happy, it was taken literally hours before his life was taken. "Mom?" I heard Jackson say. "Yeah?" I asked quickly wiping my eyes with David's sleeve "are you okay?" He asked walking in "yeah" I said drying the last of my tears "you probably shouldn't lie mom, it's a bad example" he said smiling as he sat on my bed. I smiled and hugged him "I love you jack" I said to him "I love you too mom, please don't struggle by your self" he said "You know, dad used to always tell me that no matter that ever happened I had to look after you and Noah forever and I'm not going to break the promise I made to him, now he's gone I've gotta be him for our family" he said "I don't know where I got such an amazing boy to be my kid, you're so much like your dad Jackson, I'm so proud of you" I said to her "well, just because dad is gone doesn't mean he doesn't live through me and Noah" Jackson said "I love you" I said hugging him "I love you too" he replied.
Just because David is gone it doesn't mean he doesn't live through Jackson and Noah. I love them.

A/n
Kind of taken from a Netflix movie or series I watched but also a little different, it was something about a woman who's husband had died and she had two children but there was a hella lot of tea in it too about this woman who pretended her husband died but he didn't lol, I don't know what it was but whatever!
Thanks, :)