Diza oneshots

Baby

Lizas pov
"Okay, lately I've felt really crappy and I've had cramp and felt tired and sick and it usually only means one thing so here I am taking a pregnancy test" I said into my camera, this wasn't going to be a public video but it was just to show david and maybe my family and stuff if it turns out positive,  I don't know why but talking to the camera made me feel less alone so I was going with it. "Okay so these are quite old and they were only cheap, I used them in a video ages ago so they might not even work I don't know, it says two lines is pregnant  and one line isn't." I said I was shaking a little and I didn't even know why, me and David are happily married and have been for almost a year now, before that we were together for two years as well as the two years before that, before the breakup, which was purely for my mental health and as soon as I felt better again I came straight back to him because of how much I'd missed him.
I opened up the box of tests and took one out, they were only small strip ones so I peed on it and then waited, I felt so scared and on edge, my hands were still shaking a lot and I felt like I couldn't breathe, it felt like hours but the five minutes had passed and it was time to look at the test, I picked it up and stood in front of the camera "okay" I said, I took a deep breath and turned it over. "Negative?" I said out loud, I could have sworn I was pregnant, all of the symptoms, everything. As I held it in my shaky hands my eyes welled up a little but I tried not to show it "I guess not this time then" I said shrugging before turning off the camera. "Why am I even crying?" I asked out loud to myself, it's not like we were trying but the thought of being able to surprise David made me so excited. All of the emotions were just overwhelming as well as the fact I still felt pretty crappy and sick. I put my camera away and threw the tests in the trash.
"I'm home baby" I heard David say as he opened the door, I was only wearing a hoodie and underwear and I was so ready to cuddle David "Hey baby" he said kissing my head and setting his camera down and taking off his shoes before sitting on the couch with me "good day?" I asked him, resting my head on his chest "yeah It was pretty hectic today, I had loads of meeting between takes but it was fun" he replied, I nodded into his chest, I'm so proud of everything he's doing recently, he's a judge on a show and it's pretty amazing that it stemmed from him hosing the teen choice awards. "Did you have a good day?" He asked "yeah it was okay" I replied "are you sure you sound a little down" he said to me wrapping his arms around me tighter and kissing my head "yeah I'm fine, just a little sick" i replied "aw my poor baby" he said to me making me smile "I'll be fine, I read somewhere that cuddles are good for making people better" I said looking at him "then it's a really good job that I'm here and I love giving my baby cuddles" David replied pulling me closer to him, this is what I needed.

"I'm going baby, I love you I'll see you tonight" David said kissing my head "I love you" I replied sleepily, it was only 5am but I now couldn't get back to sleep because I still feel so sick, it's been a week since I took those tests and I'm still being woken up in the morning feeling sick and having cramps, I should go to the doctors but I'm kind of scared it could be something bad, I pulled myself out of bed and walked into the bathroom, I opened up the bin and took out the box if pregnancy tests which Id thrown away, kind of in frustration and sadness. I read over the box making sure I hadn't missed anything when I saw it. Those tests were three months out of date. I felt the same overwhelmed feeling as when I was about to take the first test, I still could be pregnant. I quickly threw on some cycle shorts and one of David's hoodies and drove to CVS, I went into the pregnancy test isle and grabbed two, a kind of average one and a really good one, I quickly paid and then rushed home, since it was only half five in the morning there was barely any traffic so it was pretty easy to get to cvs and back, thankfully the cvs was a 24 hour one next to mine and David's house, I grabbed the camera again and set it up "okay I realised the tests were out of date so I bought some more and I'm going to try again because I'm still feeling sick and I still have cramp and I still haven't gotten my period, this test is a cross means positive so I'm just going to go for it because I literally feel like I'm going to cry, throw up and poop all at the same time and I don't know what's even going on but yeah" I rambled, I unwrapped the test and peed on it before setting it down again, I sat down on my bed and just stared at the wall. What if I am pregnant? What if I'm not pregnant? Do I tell David if it's negative? How do I tell David if it's positive? Is this even real? I feel so scared and nervous but also so excited, imagine if me and David get to raise a little tiny us, we would love that damn kid more than anything in the world and it would be the best. David would be the best dad in the world, he's so caring and good with kids, I'm so excited to see him as a dad, but I also could not be pregnant and then I'm going to feel sad if I'm not so I can't get my hopes up, my phone began buzzing meaning it was time to look at the test, I turned it off with my shaky hands and walked back into the bathroom grabbing the test, I stood in front of the camera and flipped the test. "Oh my god" I said looking at the bright and clear cross in the middle of the test "I'm gonna have a baby" I said smiling and crying at the same time "oh my god David's going to be so happy" I said tears slipping down my cheeks at the thought of David being a dad. "Okay I'm going to take the other one too, just to be sure and then I don't even know what I'm going to do" I said to the camera, I grabbed the clear blue test and peed on it and set it down again, this time I couldn't sit down and wait, I paced back and forward waiting for the three minutes to be over. When the alarm finally went off I ran over and picked it up before standing in front of the camera again, I flipped it and read it "oh my god" I said again instantly crying "I'm so happy and so scared" I said as I cried "I need to go see David" I said grabbing my camera, I turned it off and dried my eyes using the sleeve of David's hoodie that I was wearing, I threw my vans on and grabbed the tests and my phone and camera and decided I was going to see david, I can't sit around all day and wait for him, it will kill me, I just need him now.