Diza oneshots

Could have been us

That could have been us in quarantine together. We could have laughed and cuddled and stressed out watching the news together, made forts like little kids, filmed tiktoks, played snapchat filter games. That all could have been us. Two and a half years ago we broke up, well, I broke up with you. It hurt so bad, feeling like crap, having to cut off the one thing that made me happy, but the thing is it wasn't healthy, we were both doing other things and we were both so frustrated with the fact we didn't have time to see each other, have dates, spend any time together at all. Since then I've been broken. I learned to love myself and within myself I'm so happy I'm proud of where I've gotten to, I love me for me and I love my talents and I love loving myself but I miss loving you David. I found my mayonnaise but a scoop is missing and that's you. I'd love to run outside and just shout about how much I love you, I want to get in my car and drive to your house, I want to have you again and be yours, fall asleep next to you at night, wake up next to you in the morning, kiss you when you leave, hug you when you return. I want all of those things, I see couples all over Tiktok and Instagram and I want that to be us but it isn't. I wish I'd gone back to you before this whole thing, I'm ready, I don't know if you are but I need you so bad. I wish that I'd just gone to your house before this all began and just told you I loved you, I wish we'd gotten back together and I wish we were spending this quartaine together doing the things we love. I hope one day it's me and you again, I long to read a comment that said that we're couple goals or hear someone say our names together I hope one day we raise a family, a big family and when we're old we spend all of our time running after our grandkids. I don't know if any of this will happen David and I know you'll never read this but I want you to know I miss you and love you, if I was brave enough I'd tell you but I can't. It could have been us.

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Another short and sweet one, not the best chapter but I hope you guys enjoy it and stay safe! Also how long has everyone else been in lockdown because I'm currently on week 7!
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