Diza oneshots

Music video

Davids pov
"Have you guys seen Liza's new music video?" Kristen asked as she walked in "not yet, put it on the tv" Mariah said as Heath grabbed the tv controller, everyone gathered on the sofas and we watched it, I was so proud of liza but I know what the music video is about so it made me a little depressed considering how much I miss that girl, everyone watched it excitedly, I stood up and went into the kitchen instead. How can I be so proud of her yet also so sad that it's not me she woke up next to, it's just acting but it still gets to me a hell of a lot, I stared out of the window as I thought to myself "you not watching me dance amazingly?" I heard liza ask making me jump "oh, it's not that I don't want to watch it, I'm really proud actually it's just, I just needed some water" I said opening the cupboard in front of me and grabbing a glass to try and dig myself out of the situation "David I know, I know how you feel about it and I also know that you are proud but it's difficult" she said hugging me, I relaxed as she wrapped her arms around me, something she would always be able to do. "When did you even get here?" I asked as we broke apart "literally just before I came in here, I walked in and everyone was watching the music video and Kristen told me you came in here so I thought I'd check you were okay" she replied, making me smile "thanks for understanding, I promise I am so proud of you, for literally everything you do" I said to her "I know because I'm so proud of you too" she said to me "I think they're done watching it now" she said, I nodded and we walked back into the room, I sat back on the couch and everyone looked but I ignored them, "you good?" Scott asked from next to me "yeah, anyone up for doing a bit?" I asked, standing up "I don't know dave, I think we're just going to chill" Jason said to me "I need to edit I think I'm going to go anyways" I said getting up, I walked to the door and stepped outside "David what's up?" Liza asked, she rested her hand on my arm to stop me "I don't know I just can't do this" I said shrugging "do what?" She asked "pretend that I'm okay when I'm not" I said to her "Talk" she said sitting down on the step and patting beside her, I sat down next to her "I just feel like I'm nothing anymore, I'm not enjoying filming and I'm forcing everyone into it instead of having fun, I don't know what do to" I said "how about take a break?" She asked, I looked at her as if she was crazy "don't keep doing things that don't make you happy, take a break and then come back to it" she said to me "what if I don't come back to it though" I said shrugging "you will because you love it, it's just got to a not so great part right now" she replied "I know I love it but I'm scared I won't come back to it, I love you but..." I trailed off "you don't want to come back to me?" She asked, she looked hurt "Liza of course I want to come back to you but I didn't know if it was mutual and stuff, you're doing so so well with your life and stuff and I feel like I would be an anchor to you" I said shrugging "David don't be so stupid, I always plan on coming back to you" she replied "when?" I asked her "I don't know when I was better" she replied "you were better ages ago weren't you?" I asked, she nodded "i want you so bad but our careers are so demanding and it sucks, I hate it" she said "I know but why should we let our careers get in the way of us?" I asked her "because were young and we need to build careers before relationships, we have our whole life for that" she replied "Liza when I met you though, within days I knew how much I loved you and I wanted you and I still feel exactly the same to this day, every time I see you I literally nearly die from how pretty you are and how amazing you are at literally everything and every time I think how lucky I am to have even had you for two years because you could literally have anyone you want, any single man in the world could be yours but you chose me and I literally live in a constant fear that you're going to find someone better and forget about me so if you really do still want me why do we have to keep waiting?" I said to her, she looked a little taken back by my speech. "David, why would I ever want someone other than you, yes you get so fixed on work that you push everyone away, yes you get stressed out and take it out on yourself especially recently but I love you so damn much, every little thing about you makes my heart go crazy, I love you I'm just scared that if I love you too much something is going to happen and I'm going to have to go through loosing you again or something, i know it's stupid" she replied "what's going on out here?" Toddy asked opening the front door to see me and Liza sat on the step. "Nothing toddy fuck off" I replied sharply, he rolled his eyes and shut the door again "I love you David but I never want work to get between us again and I know we're both so busy" she said to me "I don't care, If we got back together I swear to god I'm never loosing you again because my mental health can't handle it" I said to her "David, I hate that we broke up so I could fix my mental health but it damaged yours but I don't want either of us to get worse by getting back together and then having to break up again or something" she ask to me "so that's just it then? You're going to give up because you're scared of what could happen?" I asked standing up "David sit down" she said to me "no because I've literally felt like crap for months because I'm waiting for you and I'm constantly telling myself that with you I'm better but you're not even going to try so I'm just going to take my shitty mental health to someone else" I shouted at her starting to walk away "David stop" Liza said getting up and grabbing my arm, I looked at her and my eyes filled with tears, I don't know why I'm acting like this and I don't know what's going on in my head but I feel like I'm never going to escape it. "I love you" she said as she wrapped me in a hug, I couldn't feel any more, I just felt numb and I didn't know what to do with myself "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I make you feel like this and I'm sorry that I'm letting this relationship go to shit because I'm scared. I can't go through loosing you again and it's a risk that's always going to be there because I know fine well that I'm never going to find someone who I love as much as I love you" she said, it was super disjointed and she was also now crying as we stood in the vlog house driveway "I love you" I replied to her, I hugged her back tightly. "Fuck it, I can't ever let you go let's get back together, it's going to help us both, having each other" she said to me wiping her eyes, I still had tears on my face and she wiped them away "we're going to be okay and you're going to get better I promise" she said to me, I pulled her back into a hug and held her even tighter than before.

"Tired?" Liza asked as I rested my head on her shoulder as she was sat on my lap "yup" I replied smiling at her " how did we all go without this for three years?" Jason laughed from across the room, making us both laugh too "need to cut my hair" I said as Liza ruffled my long hair in her fingers "what hair she's thinning" she replied "really?" I asked sadly "no I'm kidding stupid, you're hair is thick with a triple C" she said, I smiled "literally how am I this much happier when we've been back together for only two weeks" I said slightly quieter so nobody would hear "because I love you to death and I made a promise to myself that I was going to get my David back" she replied in the same volume "I love you more than anything" I said to her "I love you too" she replied, kissing me "get a room Jesus" Jason said getting up and leaving, we both looked at each other and smiled. That music video saved us.

A/n
I wrote this sooooooo long ago and it's kinda crazy! Hope everyone staying safe!
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