Diza oneshots

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Liza's pov
"Liza?" David said as we were hanging out "yeah" I replied setting my phone down and looking at her "have you ever had sex?" He asked randomly "no, have you?" I asked, he shook his head. If we were normal 16 year old best friends that probably would be weird but we're so close that it's not weird, it's just a question. "I wonder what it's like" he said as he lay on my bed "I don't know" I replied shrugging, "what if when I get a girlfriend I'm shit at it because I've never done it before?" He asked, I shrugged again "sometimes I think the same thing, like how do I know what to do" I said "porn" he replied laughing "ew, that's gross" I said "have you ever kissed anyone?" I asked him "nope, I haven't done anything" he replied "me neither" I said "is that weird, we're sixteen I feel like that's pretty old to not have done anything like that" he said "well it can't be that weird if we both haven't" he replied "true" I said "I just kind of don't want to kiss or have sex with anyone, I want it to be right" he said "me too, but I don't know who the right person is, I don't feel that close to anyone, well maybe except you but we're just best friends, if I had a boyfriend I would want it to be like our friendship but in a romantic way" I said "yeah that's the issue, we have a lot of questions about this stuff but we don't have anyone to kind of practice on because we both don't want to just have sex with any random person" he added, I nodded "I just had an idea but it's really weird" I said still looking up at my ceiling as I lay on my bed next to David "I think I kind of know what your idea is" he said turning to me "do you want to?" I asked "yeah kind of but I don't even know how to start" he replied "maybe like this" I said sitting up and pulling him to sit up too, we looked at  each other for a minute and then kind of gave each other a look of 'let's do this', after a couple of moments I pressed my lips to his, I was practically sat on his lap kissing him, it felt weird but also kinda good, we kept going for a while until we started taking it further and further.

"We did it" David said as he lay next to me, we were both still butt naked with the comforter was pulled right over us "yeah, I guess we did" I replied "that's not what it's like in porn" he said "ew you ruined it" I said laughing "what? It's true, porn makes it look way easier" he said laughing "I've never seen it so I wouldn't know" I replied "how have you not seen it?" He asked "because it's gross and unrealistic as you've just told me" I replied "has nobody ever just sent you it though and you just watched it or someone in school showed you it?" He asked "no because boys seem to be a bit gross and you do shit like that but I don't" I said laughing, he shrugged "did we do it right?" He asked "I don't know, it felt right" I said smiling "true, I think porn just is unrealistic" he replied, I nodded "I turned over to him and rested my head on his shoulder. "Thanks dave" i said to him "for what?" He asked smiling "for being amazing" I replied also smiling, "I just had a thought" David said as he put his arm around me and pulled me closer to him "yeah?" I asked "maybe the reason we've never had sex or kissed or been with anyone else is because we both knew we wanted each other" he said to me, I stayed in silence for a minute and thought, I do love him more than anyone else in the world and being with him is my favorite thing ever "you are completely right David, I can't think of anyone I would rather be with than you and I wouldn't want to kiss anyone else" I said to him "you want to get together then?" He asked "nope, only if you ask better" I said laughing "Liza Koshy, my one and only and the best girl on this planet, would you like to be my girlfriend?" He asked "of course I would david, I love you" I said kissing him "I love you too" he replied as we broke apart, we kind of started our relationship backwards but I knew this was how I wanted it to be. I love David with my everything and it took having sex to work it out but it led to our relationship so it's the best thing I've ever done.

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I hate this so much and it's so weird lol oops
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