Diza oneshots

Sanctuary

David's pov
"I'm kind of tired tonight babe" I said to my girlfriend "you were tired last night and the night before why don't you want to fuck me" she said starting to get angry. I knew that this night wasn't gonna end well considering she was already getting angry. "David we are going to have fucking sex weather you want to or not you asshole" she said to me, pushing herself onto me and kissing me. "I don't want to" I said to her trying to move away "yes you do" she said slapping my cheek. "David I swear to god if you don't fucking do this, you're dead" she whispered in my ear, I nodded nervously and she kissed me again.
She forced herself onto me all night and it hurt so bad. Not only did it physically hurt but it mentally hurt that I don't want her and she forces herself onto me.
When we were finished, I turned away from her, I couldn't look at a girl who just hurt me so much. "I'm going out" she said getting up and throwing on clothes "I'll be back just stay here" she said, I nodded and watched her leave. She always does this. She forces herself onto me and then leaves probably to have sex with someone else who's way better than me but I never know.
"That's it" I said out loud. I grabbed my clothes and phone and walked out. I jumped in my car and just sat for a minute, not even knowing where to go. I decided on a risky move and go to my ex- girlfriends house. Liza Koshy. I miss her like hell, she never once forced me into anything. We broke up because she needed to find herself and then we were best friends for a couple years but as soon as I started dating Olivia, she drifted away. All of my friends drifted away when I started dating Olivia purely because she's toxic. I drove to Liza's apartment and knocked on her door. I feel so nervous to see her again after a year. She opened the door and looked at me "David?" She said hugging me "yeah, I just kind of need you right now" I said to her "of course, I missed you a lot" she said "I missed you too" I said, she led me in and we sat on her couch "Dave why are you here?" She asked me "I just needed to see you" I replied "what happened between you and Olivia?" She asked not falling for anything "I ran away from her" I said my eyes filling up with tears, when I'm with Olivia I can never express any form of emotion or she calls me a pussy but with Liza, she knows how much of a emotional and sensitive person I am so I know I can open up to her "why, did she do something?" She asked seeing me start crying and pulling me into a hug. "She doesn't get love, all she wants is sex and even if I don't want to she forces me into it and I hate it so bad and then as soon as she's had sex with me she just goes out and tells me to stay home" I said full on bawling. "Dave" Liza said pulling me into her and running her hands through my hair. "I can't go back to her, I don't want to be used for sex" I said into her shoulder "you deserve way more than that" she said to me "I don't, I deserve that because I was a dick and I pushed everyone away for her, I'm so sorry liza" I said breaking down yet again "shh, David you made a mistake but you don't deserve to be treat like that. You're amazing, sensitive, sweet and kind and you don't deserve to be used for sex, you deserve to be happy and loved" she said to me "thanks Liza" I said to her "David, of course, I love you a lot and even if we're not together and haven't seen each other in a long time I still love you, forever and always" she said to me "I love you too" I said to her. We just kind of sat for a while in silence, until my phone started to ring. "Shit" I said seeing it was Olivia. "David it's okay, just tell her you don't want this any more" liza told me, I nodded and accepted the call "David where the fuck are you I told you not to leave, I wasn't done with our fun" she shouted "um" I replied "get your ass back here now or else" she shouted "I can't do it" I mouthed to liza, she took the phone from my hand and put it up to her ear "Olivia?" she asked "yes, who the fuck is this?" Olivia said back "stay the fuck away from David, you've hurt him enough physically and mentally and people shouldn't have to go through that, you've forced him into stuff he didn't want to do and I'm drawing a line because he doesn't want that anymore" she said making me cry again.  "Fuck him, I didn't do any of that shit he's just lying for attention" she replied "David didn't lie, and I know he didn't because he's genuine, he's kind and sweet and loving but you wouldn't know that because all you wanted was sex, goodbye" Liza said hanging up. As soon as she did, she hugged me yet again "thank you so much" I said to her "is that actually how you feel when you talk to her?" She asked, I nodded "that's not how it should be at all, I'm so glad you came here David" she said to me "I know what's its supposed to be like because that's what I had with you" I said looking down. "I know, I miss it too but I think that you should recover from this relationship and then we could try again" she said, I nodded and smiled for the first time today. I'm so glad she helped me with this, I don't know what I would do without her.

"Liza!" I said as I opened the door, I pulled her into a hug and she walked in. "How are you?" I asked sitting down next to her and pulling her into a hug "Good, you? I know it's been a four months exactly since..." she finished midway through the sentence knowing it still got to me sometimes. "Yeah, I'm good it's behind me" I said to her "good" she replied "wanna go on a date?" I asked casually "David, are you kidding?you're ready!?" She asked shouting a little "yeah, I am" I said smiling "omg yes yes yes" she said hugging me. "Okay where do you want to go?" I asked her, linking her hands in mine as she was sat practically straddling me. "Olive garden?" She asks "sounds good" I replied getting up and spinning her round as a held her. "That was pretty cliche" she laughed "this will be too" I said pushing my lips to hers. I just couldn't wait. I've missed kissing someone and it feeling good, getting butterflies in your stomach and feeling like you want this to last forever, this is what I've needed. Liza is what I've needed.

"Babe, you didn't have to" I said to Liza as she handed me a bunch of candy with notes on. "You got me stuff too and I wanted to recreate our first Valentine's Day" she said "I still have all of those notes from our first Valentine's Day" I said to her reading through the new ones she has written "really? You kept them?" She said "of course I did, It was risky since Olivia always made sure to go through all of my things but I had to keep them because reading them was the only thing keeping me alive" I said looking down at the last part. "Aw Bubba, it's okay, you have me and I love you so much" she said hugging me "I love you too Liza, you're literally my best friend and my rock and the best girl in the world" I replied, making her smile "okay, now let's enjoy the rest of Valentine's Day together" she said sitting on my lap and kissing me, I kissed back and rested my hands on her sides. After we kissed we rested our foreheads together and looked into each other's eyes which made us burst into laughter after a minute, we then put on a movie and snuggled together, it felt so good to just be right next to the love of my life. I always constantly feel like I don't deserve her since she is slowed down by me as in we haven't had sex since the whole thing with Olivia since I'm scared it's gonna trigger some next level ptsd and I just know liza could do way better than me and sometimes it gets me down but I know she loves me so I try to let that thought outweigh it. "Babe, you okay?" Liza asked kissing my cheek "oh uh yeah" I replied "spill" she said knowing I was lying "Okay this is going to sound stupid but I'm scared that you're going to find someone better than me and since I'm making you wait to have sex and stuff I just feel like I'm letting you down" I said "Bubba, I would wait forever if you wanted, I don't care about not having sex because I have you and that's what I like better" she said to me, making me relax again and made me smile, we continued to watch the movie before I paused it. "What was that for?" Liza asked hitting me playfully "I'm ready" I said "for what?" she asked lacing her fingers between mine "no like, I'm ready" I said "wait really?" She asked "yeah, I think" I said "now?" She asked, I nodded and smiled "yey" she said pressing her lips to mine, we started off by kissing which I'm used to and then it turned into a make out and then eventually to sex, every minute she asked me if I was okay which made me feel so much better and she made sure we didn't do anything I wasn't really comfortable with. It felt so perfect and pure and it was so much better than being forced into it. "That was amazing, thank you so much liza" I said to liza as she rested her head on my chest and I put my arm around her "what for?" She asked laughing lightly "for showing me what love is again and being the best girl in the world" I told her "Aw Bubba, I love you and I'm so glad you came back to me" she said "I'm glad too, and I love you so much" I replied. This girl is my sanctuary and she never won't be.

A/n
Bit of a meh one so sorry about that but thank you for reading!! :)