June 01 2019
First of all let's start with a quote I used to believe in.
"In order to be happy you must choose to be happy"
When I was about 8 years old, I realized that it wasn't that easy.
Oh! I'm sorry I haven't introduced my self yet.
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Mental_mess_2006, I'm 12 years old and I live in the Philippines. May 10 2019 was when I graduated from elementary. May 11 2019 was when tried to attempt suicide for the second time. So how did it start? I still don't know. I came from a healthy family and just one or three bullies and I guess a lot of fake friends, but they were good to me.
Let's start with grade 1 my first bully. I was a chubby kid and well you couldn't call me beautiful. My teacher was writing some thing on the board and I couldn't see, I had eye problems that time (until now) Then silly me decided to write at my classmates back, and wow she got angry. She looked at me and scrunched her nose and had this look of anger In her eyes.
"Ang taba-taba mo tas pangit ka pa!"
Meaning...
"Your so fat and ugly!"
Well it isn't the exact translation but it was something like that.
After what she said I felt hurt, the feeling where your still a child and nothing really makes you cry other than your parents getting mad, and a play mate who doesn't share. I felt a different kind of hurt so I just didn't react, growing up I realized that I was hurt emotionally and mentally. I thought about it a lot and as a child I got frustrated with the thinking. So I told my parents, my mom came to school and told me to point at the bully. They made eye contact. I didn't expect what she did but she did this weird gesture where she's pointing at her eyes with her two fingers then she turned her two pointing fingers at the bully. My bully's face was shocked and confused. Still making eye contact, my mother pretended to slice her neck with her hand.
And oh boy was my Bully's face pale! She looked like she's seen a ghost!
Haysttt oh well thats the end of this chapter. Hope you enjoyed in some way (?) AYLABYUALL🥰🤠🥰
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