"Fuck fuck fuck"
My mind kept on repeating. My hands were trembling, my legs were bouncing, my heart was racing, I could feel everything at once.
"Your wrong again"
"Your such an ugly crier"
"Your worthless"
"Your disappointing her"
"You look pathetic"
Would be how I describe myself at this very moment.
"tsk tsk tsk"
"Oh no"
"26,000 + 5% = 27,300"
"Gosh"
"How am I gonna pay this"
"This is your fault"
Is how she reacted to my mistake, to my fault.
Is what she kept on repeating to me.
I couldn't hold it in anymore, tears were rolling down my eyes. I quickly stood up and got an ice pack (an alternative for the cutting) and went back to my seat, to put the ice pack on my thigh. I could feel the ice hit my warm skin, slowly getting used to the feeling.
Everything was going good, my legs weren't bouncing anymore. But suddenly...
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{My Mental Health}
General FictionJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
