I am just so frustrated and angry with myself. Can't I do anything right? I feel as if the world is against me and there is nothing I can do but look at myself and say how worthless and useless and ugly and pathetic and everything bad there is in me. Im just so tired I WANT TO DIE so bad. PLEASE JUST GET ME OUT OF HERE I DONT WANNA FEEL ALONE ANYMORE ITS JUST SO TIERING. PLEASE. I want to cry until I run out of tears, I want to cut myself until I run out of blood, I want to vomit until there is no more food left in me. I want to go numb, until there is nothing left.
Everything it's just scattered, all out of place and it scares me. What if it never finds the other piece? What if it never goes back to its place? What if it continues to break, thought its been fixed. I tried so hard so so hard but nothing seems to work. I'M JUST SO TIRED OF TRYING, when it never works anyway.
I NEED IT TO STOP I NEED EVERYTHING TO STOP. THE VOICES ITS SCARING ME I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM IT. I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING. THE VOICES ITS TELLING ME HOW WORTHLESS AND HOW DISGUSTING I AM. IT KEEPS ON TELLING ME TO CUT MYSELF, TO KILL MYSELF. IT'S TELLING ME HOW MUCH OF A FAILURE I AM.
Just stop...
Please stop.
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{My Mental Health}
General FictionJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
