I guess I am feeling that way.
The feeling of self pity. I don't know why, people are hurting more than me, people have worst situations, but I... Am sad because I have everything that I could ask for, yet I am sad. I am sad. So, so sad. That I wont have a future to look up to cause I know I won't make it till 16, I have 3 years left.
People who are sick, people who have life threatening illnesses, wants to live. Unlike me. Unlike me who overdoses atleast 3 times a month, just to achieve... Peace. Dont get me wrong, to die is not what I want, I want peace. Away from the world, away from my mind, away from me.
Self pity, I feel self pity because of what I feel. I feel self pity because there is so much... fun waiting for me, but I choose to die.
I feel self pity because...
I won't be able to experience happiness, because I will give up, I will give up too soon.
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{My Mental Health}
General FictionJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
