I'm getting a dog. Yeah, idk if I've told you but, my dog (Coco) was taken away from me. Because I didn't treat him right, I didn't love him enough. I mean, I loved him. I loved my dog so much, he was the highlight of my day. Whenever I came home from school, I'd see someone, for the first time that day, someone was excited to see me. But, I didn't show him how excited I was to see him too, and that's my fault. I was tired, going home from school, tired of pretending I'm alright, I thought I was enduring the pain, but I was just taking it out on my dog. I didn't abuse him, I just didn't show him how much I love him. He's in a better place right now (no, not in heaven) with my old housekeeper, who helped me grow up.
Anyways, as I was saying, I'm getting a dog. My mom wanted to get a dog, when she herself took away Coco from me. Like??? The audacity. How am I gonna love that dog?? Im still not over Coco, and... I don't think I'll ever be. But I thought to myself, this may be a chance to prove my mom that I can take care of a dog. But I really don't, god I can't even train it. But I'll try, I want to prove her that I'm a better person than her, a way more better person. A person who can love a dog with all her heart, though she is hurting.
I will prove her, no matter what it takes.
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{My Mental Health}
Ficción GeneralJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
