GUYS THESE PAST FEW DAYS I FEEL SO ANGRY FOR SOME REASON, I KEEP ON SNAPPING AT MY PARENTS😰 HAVSKJJJ OK OK.
It's been a few days since the drama happened. And it hasn't been the best. I could hear my mom crying and my grandma comforting her at night. I could feel the glares my grandma gives. And being constantly reminded that it's your fault doesn't help at all. I was in my bedroom another new cut at my wrist, suddenly the door opened (doesn't even know how to knock🙄) it was my Mother. I continued with what I was doing, pretending to be completely unbothered. But then she just had to ruin that ya'know? She eventually speaked.
"im gonna bring you to a psychiatrist."
THE FUCK.
"I'm not crazy!" I snapped.
"Don't use that tone with me!" she shouted even louder.
Growing up, I only learned what was wrong and what was right. I never learned how to be happy. I never learned the feeling of dancing in the rain, never learned on how it was to be with something so sad yet be so happy. I never learned on how to socialise, but I learned good manners. I never learned how it was to be carefree, since my parents told me to act like a lady. I never learned how to say my opinions, because I learned on how not to. And last, I never learned how to love myself, I learned on how to be someone else.
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{My Mental Health}
General FictionJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
