Do you know how it feels? To have no control over your body? Because that's absolutely what I feel right now, but only at home. I keep on answering back to them or just simply fighting with them. For example...
Example #1
Grandma: I really don't like that reporter.
Me: well I mean, does he like you? 🤷♀️
Example #2
Mother: I'm so tired.
Me: You think your the only one?
Example #3
Mother: *plays with her phone
Grandma: *plays with her phone
Me: Wowww you guys just be playing with your phone? The foods ready? No? No? Okay I'll just eat alone (sarcastic tone.)
Example #4
Grandma: feed the dog.
Me: *about to feed the dog.
Grandma: Wash the dishes.
Me: *just gave the food to the dog.
Grandma: set the table.
Me: *doesn't know what to do first.
Grandma: fill up the water.
Me: Can you slow down?
Grandma: what do you mean? I'm just telling you what to-
Me: Then why all together at once? What do you think of me? A witch?
Grandma: Huh?? (Indenial af)
Me: Watever!
Grandma: What!? How dare you say that to me!?!
Me: *walksout and cries
See what I mean? I'm just so mad, other than fighting I keep on talking to them. These give me signs that I'm in a manic stage. Because before anything, I felt amazing, I felt so hyped up. But the transition of manic to depressive, is the worst. The examples I gave you is when I'm about to turn to a deppresive stage, but is still manic.
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