HI GAYS😁 SO THE PILLS I OVERDOSED ON DIDN'T WORK AND I'M SORRY AND SAD TO SAY THAT I'M STILL ALIVE🤠 BTW I WAS WITH MY PSYCHIATRIST YESTERDAY SO I WAS ABSENT AT SCHOOL (YESS)
There I sat on a chair, waiting for my name to be called. Im at the hospital because as said in my last chapter my mom is going to bring me to a psychiatrist. I was anxious, I didn't know how to open up to people mostly someone older than me. My head looked up suddenly when my name was called. I walked towards the door until the doctor stopped me.
"I'll talk to your mother first, okay?"
I was a bit startled since the doctor made me feel uncomfortable already (for some odd reason).
"ay ok, sorry po" I said in the most polite way possible. I sat back in the chair as I looked at my mother go in. I sat back down and thought of what I should say to the psychiatrist. What if she asked me, why am I depressed? Shit, I don't even know myself. After a few minutes my mom came out and told me to go in. I walked towards the door and looked at my docter. It was a girl, a lady I mean. She was wearing her lab gown, and I could see a few tattoos in her arms.
"Hi~" The doctor said in a joyful kind of voice. I put on my fake smile and greeted her back
"Hello po~" I'm so plastic wtf
"So, what's your name?"
"Therese po, pero tawagin niyo nalang po'ko Ching"
Meaning..
"Therese, but you can call me Ching"
"Hi Ching, my name is ******, nice to meet you"
"Are you comfortable with English or tagalog?"
"Both is okay with me"I replied
She asked me a few questions, and all I can remember is "How did your parents find out?" and I replied "truthfully" to all her questions. We talked for about 30 minutes, the longest talk I ever had. After that the doctor finally called in my mom. She explained my situation, I wasn't diagnosed with depression but I will still be visiting her because of self harm.
OKIE SO THE LAST "It Has Started" chapter is "It Has Started (getting professional help) #4" the next one. BTW I'm gonna publish a new book🤭
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{My Mental Health}
General FictionJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
