Fuck.

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08 September 2019

So my own psychiatrist called me an attention seeker. I felt like I was stabbed a million times. When I was in my lowest moments, I started cutting, a lot of my classmates saw them. Now take note, my classmates saw them its not that I showed them. My anxiety took over and I thought that all of my classmates were talking about me, saying that I was an attention seeker. Now, how did my psych get the evidence to call me an attention seeker? My mom told her that in my new school few of my classmates cut aswell. My psych probably thought that those classmates also knew about my cutting, well she wasn't wrong. Then she told me that they probably copied me, so she told me to not show my scars. And I thought, if I don't show them my scars, then how can I open up? How can I stop cutting, if I don't open up?

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