So hai gays, sorry this took a while to post. I've just been super lazy HAHAHAHA btw this is the last "It Has Started" chapter, what series should I do next? Oh and, last time I told you gays that "It Has Started (getting professional help) #4" would be the last one, but yeah I changed my mind HAHAHAHAHA
It's been a few months, one or two, and I have been so empty. My cuts are getting worse, Started drinking, started smoking, and I'm starting to eat a lot more. My mom noticed my cuts once more, and brought me to a different psych since I told her that I was uncomfortable with the first one. So im visiting my psych until now, ever since October 2018, yup that long. Now let me give you an update.
My doctor finally diagnosed me, I have Bipolar disorder with mixed features. My doctor also told my mom that I have problems with social rejection. Last time I went to my psych, she told me that my selfharm is compulsive. It made me feel sad, and I didn't know why.
It's probably because my mom paid my psychiatrist for almost a year, and nothing is happening to me.
It's probably because I would have to live like this my whole life.
It's probably because, I've tried almost everything and nothing works.
Its probably because it's my fault.
All my fault.
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{My Mental Health}
General FictionJust updates on my mental disorders/habits/health. I know you won't read this, you must be thinking that I'm an attention seeker. Just think that this is just my way of releasing what I feel inside. And I just decided on sharing it with You. (Trigg...
