Shawn's POV
If a genie popped up in front of me right now I would wish for these three things: my dad to be alive, nothing bad or sad to ever happen again and last stop this visions I always dream about whenever I go to sleep. Vision that sometimes happen sometimes not.
【 S e p t e m b e r 2 1 , 2 0 0 3 】
"Dad, where are you going?"
"To my work son, to aviate an aircraft"
"Dad, don't go please"
"Shh I will be back son and I will give you a gift for your birthday, do you want that?"
I don't need gifts or toys. He has no idea that being with him on the day of my birthday is the best gift ever. I don't want him to go cause something will happen
【 S e p t e m b e r 2 2 , 2 0 0 3 】
Korea Air Flight 456 crashed early this morning in approaching to Los Angeles International Airport killing 356 passengers on board including the pilot...
Including the pilot...
Including the pilot...
I felt a sudden shivers and nervousness all over my body. My tears started falling in my eyes. If I compelled him more to just stay at home maybe he is still alive now. I am worthless
【September 23, 2019】
My mom was holding a cake and beside him is Justin staring at me.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON"
"Take that away from me I don't need those things"
Why would I have a right to be happy? I didn't save him, my dad's life. He's my one and only gift.
I hate this day.
I hate myself
I hate this f*cking precognition of mine.
It feels like a curse
It's just really hard...
It feels horrible
By the way, My name is Shawn Lewis. You not probably heard my name before because I'm just a nobody and a simple college student who have his own world. I mostly spend my time alone. I like to run because it my passion. I carried my family in my back. As I put myself as the father of this family. I don't want to be with people.
The more people in my life, the more lives will be in danger so...
WARNING: STAY AWAY FROM ME
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Premonition | Stray Kids AU
Mystery / ThrillerWe live for our death, for death is not an opposite of living but a part of it