Premonition | Stray Kids AU

Chapter 11: Justin Lewis

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✅ HACKED COMPLETE

"HA!" I shouted as I stretched my arms because I hacked our neighbor's connection again. I don't know how many times I hacked it and they changed it.

"What the hell did you do again, Justin?" My mom asked as she took a peek on my computer.

"It's none of your bussiness, Mom." I said as I continue typing on my computer, finding my new victim. I sighed because she entered my room and will definitely scold me about the same thing for 100000th times.

"I told you Justin, instead of wasting your time infront of that damn Computer, Why don't you go outside and make friends?" I rolled my eyes and imititate what she said, Of course in silence.

Friends.

I tried my best to smile infront of her. The memories didn't fade, still hunting me everytime they're forcing me to make friends.

When I was a child, I love going outside, making friends, meeting new people, talking to them. I hate the reality of going back to home, it's suffocating, it feels like I'm in jail and can't do anything.

As a child I am proud having tons of friends, they say I'm approachable. But...... as years passed by, they all leave. They leave me alone, as they met new people and slowly forget my existance. That's why I'm scared to make friends again, because I know, at the end, they will all leave.

"JUSTIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I came back to my senses when our neighbor shouted my name as loud as he can. My Mom looked at me and shook her head. I smirked and went outside to face him with a silly expression.

"What?" I asked him with a poker face, I looked at him, he looks very mad and he's clenching his fist, ready to attack me. I smirked once again, teasing the hell of him.

"WHAT?!?! AFTER YOU HACKED OUR CONNECTION AGAIN YOU WILL ASK ME THAT????" He said with his eyes widen, his face is red as the tomato and his hands were clenching. I laughed at him and rolled my eyes.
"Well, try to use a strong password. Dumbass." I said and left him, I heard him shout again but I didn't mind it. Short-tempered dumbass, he should at least try a longer and stronger password. Pfft.

"What did you do again, Bro?" My older brother Shawn asked me. I smiled at him and pointed my Computer then he nodded. He already knew what I did.

I sat infront of my Computer, took a deep breath and stretches my fingers. Discovering new things, Knowing the Social Issues, it Helped me with all I need.

That is a Computer.

Unlike a friend, it will never leave you.
This Computer and my brother Shawn became my friend when all of my 'friends' left me. I started to forget things and enjoyed staying at home. Talking to my brother or infront of my Computer, searching, surfing and hacking.

I paused scrolling when I saw a familiar notes of mine, about myself. I quickly clicked that files and read what it contains.

"I hate the feeling of being outside. I hate crowded places, I hate loud noises. I hate to attend parties and to meet new people. I hate them, you can say.... I hate people. What's up, this is Justin Lewis a young hacker. I'd rather stay at home, sitting in front of my computer than talking and socializing to someone. I'm living in a 'boring life,' they said. If I'm not at home, I'm in school... just studying. If you will ask me about technology, I'll answer it right away.I never talked to someone, unless it's necessary or unless you're my bro, Shawn. Shawn is one year older than me, he knows all my secret and rants in life. He is my only friend and of course my lovely Computer."

I bit my lips after reading the last sentence.

Will I able to overcome my fear in socializing and bring back my old self?