Premonition | Stray Kids AU

Chapter 22.2: The Erlebnisse

Justin's POV

I am at heaven, sitting on my trone and doing my favorite job. Of course, My bedroom and infront of computer probably hacking someone else property right now. I suddenly stopped on what I'm doing and bit my lips.
Shit, I'm guilty.

Instead of getting ready and working out, I'm infront of this technology again, doing such evil things. Well, both of it are my hobby. Even though I am staying at my bedroom for almost everyday, I am still confident about my talent in sports.

I bit my lips once again as I remember my brother Shawn. I sighed and smiled. I will sacrifice myself for him because I know he can do better than me. I will...... try not to do well and will leave it to him.

Thus, my Mom's expectation for him is high, that sometimes I'm also scared that he cannot reach it. Pressured. I'm sure he always feel those crap behind those sweet smile of him. Nervous and scared to fail. I'm also sure that he's nervous at all times, assuring that he's doing well always.

As his little brother, I am worried about him and I care for him more than I care for myself. I may not show it to him because I feel awkward being clingy but I want him to be alright and do well.
I shook my head and came back to my senses when someone knocked on my door.

"Justin, you're not going with me?"

Asked my brother Shawn, probably he will exercise his body.

"Nah, I am taking a rest after those damn tests. Besides I also missed my computer." I said while smiling at him. He entered my room and pulled me out.

"Come on! It's so lonely to exercise outside. Besides, I also missed you." He said while pulling my arm. I laughed at what he said at the last sentence.

"Wtf bro you are with me every fucking day. I'm almost tired seeing your face." I said and he just glared at me and then we both laughed.

We went outside of our house and we started streching our body. Then he started to jog and I follow him from behind.

"What are your thoughts? For this competition." He asked me and I looked at him.

"Fucking joke. I hate having a competition with my friends. It sucks." I said and he just nod.

"How about you?"

"Same thoughts, but I have to do well." He said and I just nodded. Then silence made us feel awkward.

"Hyung....." I called his name after jogging, we're both sweating and catching our breathe.

"Why?" He looked at me and I gave him my precious smile.

"Do your best." I said and gave him a bottled water.

"Sure, likewise." He replied as he drink the bottled water I gave.

"Let's play basketball and stop this jogging!" I said.

"You'll never win, Justin." He replied and laughed at me.