Tris pov
When I took the pregnancy test. It said I was pregnant for 3 months now. How did I not know I was pregnant.
I'm in the kitchen with Tobias as we make Sophie something to eat when Sophie runs into the kitchen.
"I found this toy in the bathroom" Sophie says showing Tobias and I.
It's my pregnancy test.
How did she find it. I hid it well in the cabinet.
"Is that a pregnancy test" Tobias says as Sophie places it in his hands
"Whoever took this. It says they are pregnant" he says
"Tris did you take this" He ask me and I look down
"Surprise. I'm pregnant" I tell him and he sighs
"My day is all over the place" he says
"When were you going to tell me" He ask
"Soon. You just had a lot of news today. I didn't know if I should tell you or not" I tell him and he groans
"Just tell me these things. Don't keep them from me" He says
"Tobias I found out today. It's not like I was hiding this from you for 3 years" I quickly say and he shuts up.
"Lauren did the unthinkable and your fine with it. I hide something from you for one day and it's the end of the world" I say
"There you go always comparing things to Lauren" he says
"It's like you're jealous" he adds
"Why would I be jealous" I say
"Every since the whole situation with Lauren happened, you've been different" he says
"Sorry I just found out my life would be switched upside down when I found out my 18 year old boyfriend has a 3 year old daughter. I tried my best to be there for you but it's hard" I tell him
Tobias looks down at Sophie and picks her up.
"I'm going to take her to bed. We'll talk later" he says and I cross my arms over my chest and nod.
I go to the fridge and grab a beer. I quickly place it back because I remember I can't drink that.
I just get a bottle of water instead.
I sit on the kitchen counter and scroll through my phone.
I hear Sophie crying that she's not ready for bed but a few minutes later Tobias comes back to the kitchen.
Tobias stands across from me. I click my phone shut and put it next to me.
"I could get an abortion. It won't be the first time I got one" I say pushing hair out of my face.
"I don't want you to do that" he says
"If this baby is going to be too much for you to handle just let me know. I can do it on my own" I tell him
"So you don't want me involved. Is that what your saying" he ask
"I do Tobias. You just have a lot on your plate. I know how hard it's going to be for you" I tell him and he sighs
"I think we should break up" I say and a tear goes down my cheek.
"I don't want that tris" he says coming closer to me
"You have a daughter. Who needs you more than ever right now. Am I And this baby really a priority of your world right now" I say
"Tris I will support our baby. I will help you" He says
"Where do I fall then" I ask
"Keeping up this relationship will be hard but I think we need each other to get through this" he says
"You think" I question
"I know" he sighs
"I want to be with you tris" he adds
"I do too but I can see us falling apart. Our relationship won't be the same" I tell him
"It's already falling apart" he says looking down
"Now what does that mean. You tell me all these nice things then you bring this up" I say
"I was visiting Sophie and Lauren one day when you couldn't come. You were out with Christina the whole night so I spent the night. Sophie was asleep and Lauren and I were just talking when she kissed me" He says
"Tobias what is going on" I say laying my head in my hands.
"We had sex that night" he says and I look up at him with tearful eyes.
"Why would you do that" I say
"I was questioning our relationship tris. I wanted to see if I should be with Lauren so she could have both parents in her life but then I remembered none of that matters because I have you. What happened between me and Lauren was a one time thing. Tris I know I want to be with you. I only want to be with you" He tells me holding my hand and I pull it away.
"I'm done" I tell him
Hoping off the counter and grabbing my purse.
"Tris wait" he says
"No. I don't know how I can trust you. We are obviously in a terrible place in our relationship. I think your story is what really made the final decision. We need a break from each other. I love you Tobias. I'm having a baby with you but right now I can't be with you" I tell him
We look into each other's eyes which are both filled with hurt. I lean up to him and give him one last kiss before I walk out his door.
"Tell Sophie I said bye" I tell him and leave.
I get in my car and lean against my hands.
I cry my heart out. I'm feeling so much pain and so much betrayal. I have no idea what to do or where to do?
I don't want to be around my parents because they will just question everything. I don't want to be with any of my friends because I don't want them picking sides.
I'm pretty hungry so I should just go somewhere to eat. I pick a diner that has really good pickles. I'm craving pickles.
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