Divergent High

Chapter nineteen

Tris pov
A few months later

"I have been super nauseous and feeling just sort of off. My period is also 3 days late. This is such wrong timing with the wedding coming up and planning the girls first birthday but I think I'm pregnant" I say to Christina as we walk into the bridal shop for my last fitting for my dress.

"Let's not jump to conclusions just yet. Are you on birth control, are you using condoms" Christina says

I look down at my feet and sigh

"No" I say

"Tobias thinks just because we're basically almost married we're allowed to just have sex freely with no protection. I'm not even on birth control" I add

"And who's fault is that" my mom says walking up behind us. She was looking for parking and was going to meet up with us. I guess she found parking quicker then I thought.

"Mom" I groan

"Tris you're a grown young women about to get married and already has twins. I don't think you can handle another baby. Just think now you have to set back your career another two years. You were so excited to make something of your career life for next years upcoming spots at the local university" my mom says

I know mom. I know I'm doing life the wrong way in your opinion but at least I'm happy with what I have. Sure I have hopes and dreams but I love the family I have created.

"My dream career will just have to wait if I actually am pregnant. There's nothing I can do now" I say

"Let's hope that you're not pregnant and your period is just playing tricks on you but I think since you and Tobias are almost married you should talk about your future and what more kids play a role in that" my mom says and I sigh walking to the front desk of the bridal shop.

"I don't want to have this conversation" I say as I wait for a sales lady to help us.

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"Hi love" Tobias says as I walk into the house.

He's at the dining room table with the girls in their height chairs. It looks like they are having lunch which means they have nap time after this, which gives Tobias and I some time to talk.

"Look girls. Mommy is home" Tobias says to them in his dad voice.

"Mama" Emma says

Ella is too concentrated with her apple sauce.

I walk over to Tobias who is cutting chicken nuggets in to smaller pieces for the girls.

"Hi" I say and he smiles at me looping an arm around my waist and quickly leaning down to kiss me.

"How is the dress for the big day" He ask

"It fits nice. The lady did a very nice job tailoring it" I say placing the small cut pieces of chicken nuggets on the girl's plates.

I walk to the sink and wash my hands off and Tobias follows cleaning off the knife he was using and the cutting board.

"I was thinking once the girls go down for their nap. I could get you alone for a few minutes" he says holding my waist and pulling me close.

He starts to kiss my neck and I sigh but I don't really give into it since my mind is all over the place.

He pulls away and holds a hand to my face.

"Is everything okay? You seem off" he says

"I just have to talk to you about something that's all" I say and he lowers his forehead to meet mine.