Divergent High

Chapter thirty three

Tris pov

"I don't want anymore kids. Even if Logan gets better and he's cancer free or if the worst happens, I don't want anymore babies. I can't do it anymore" I whisper to Tobias as we watch our now sleeping son in his hospital bed.

"Honey, I know you're stressed with what's going on with Logan but do you really not want anymore kids" he asks me and I stand up pacing back and forth

"We've has such bad luck with the children we've tried to have. I just can't do it anymore" I say to him as quietly as I can but tears start to fall down my face.

"Okay, it's okay, come here" Tobias says gently and brings me in for a hug.

"I don't want to be a mom anymore. I want to give up because it kills me to see our son like this. He hates it" I say and Tobias wipes my tears

"You're an amazing mom and you doing a great job with what we have. You're the strongest person I know Tris and we've been through so much. Let's stay strong for our boy" he tells me and I just lay my head on his chest.

"I love you" I whisper to him and he kisses my head.

"I love you too" he says and we sit on the couch and snuggle close.

"Mommy" Logan says waking up.

"Hey buddy" I say putting on a smile and going to his side

"How are you feeling champ" Tobias asks him and Logan starts to cough.

I grab a bucket and hand it to him because I know he's going to throw up.

When he's done. I clean him up and kiss his head.

"Someone's a little sicky" I say in my gentle mom voice

"I don't want to be sick" Logan says and I look at Tobias and he sees the tears forming in my eyes.

I turn away and walk out the room in tears.

"Mrs. Eaton" Logan's Doctor says walking over to me

"How are you doing" she asks me

"I just don't want my son to go through this. It's not fair" I tell her and she nods

"I want to take his place. I would do anything just so he didn't have to be going through this" I say wiping my tears

"Is your husband here? I would like to talk with the two of you" she asks me and I nod.

We walk back to Logan's room and Tobias is playing something with him.

"Hey hon, can you come out here real quick. The doctor wants to talk to us about something" I ask him

"What about me" Logan asks

"The nurse here is going to take some of your magical blood now. She has to test it for super powers. Is that okay?" Doctor Nina says gently to Logan and he nods

"Mommy" he calls after me

"Just one second bud, I'm going to talk with Doctor Nina about something. Be a superhero with the nurse" I say and close the door behind us so that we can start talking.

"His cancer is spreading" Doctor Nina tells us and Tobias pulls me to him, embracing me in a side hug.

"What does this mean" Tobias asks

"I don't think he will survive this" she says gently and I lean into Tobias and begin to cry

"I'm so sorry Mr. and Mrs. Eaton, but we have to start thinking of his next steps" she tells me

"Can we get a minute" Tobias asks the doctor and she nods understandingly

"I don't feel good" I whisper to Tobias and he picks me up and sits me on a near by bench.

"Babe, calm down" he tells me and I wipe my tears.

"Tobias please don't tell me to calm down" I say and he just hugs me

"There's a possibility he can get better. We just have to believe" he says

"I love you" I whisper to him and he kisses my head.

"He's going to be okay. I promise" he says and we just sit their collecting our thoughts.

Short chapter but I have more to come

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