Me and Alexis were best friends in freshman yeat. In the start anyway. I talked to Alexis about everything then reality hit. I realized how much she would be pushing me to Carter when I was dating Braxton. I told her about everything Cody did and she would continue to talk to him. She started dating Braxton after I dumped him. Alexis has hurt me multiple times bet the best thing I could do was just forget it and move on. I had to much anger held in me anyway.
Me and her were so close and many days I miss that, wishing I could take back all my anger so that we could get along like we used to. It's crazy and she probably doesn't want that. Hell even if she did, its not like Braxton would agree or let her.
Braxton and I haven't gotten along since we broke up. I'm okay with that. I wasn't meant to be with him, I never was. We should've just stayed as besfriends. It would've been better that way for everyone.
I know this chapter is short but I feel like its important. It's important for me to get off my chest and just continue not to hold back while writing this story. But it's true. I miss her, I miss having someone that I could count on and talk to.
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Let My Life Be A Lesson
Non-FictionI know it's not saying much, that I'm only 16 and your first thought, "there's no way this girl can teach me anything". But you wont believe what's behind the curtains... I'm Amber Martinez and this is my story.
