Many things chase through my mind throughout the day. Most of the times it's negative or something that I shouldn't be thinking about but I somehow can't control it. I always think of things like what it will be like to move out and just feel free for the first time in my life. An honestly, so I can live with Carter.
I'll be a junior in a few weeks. Honestly I'm terrified. I'm not sure if Cody is returning, I heard rumors of him leaving town to a school next door to our town. I hope it's true because I can't handle his taunting. Him draining all my fucking energy. The nightmares are back because school is near. I haven't said anything but I have been staying up late. I'll randomly start crying unable to stop. Anything triggers it.
I woke up in the middle of the night and I swore he was in my room, I went to the corner of my room and held my knees to my chest. I just want the pain to stop...why won't it all stop?
YOU ARE READING
Let My Life Be A Lesson
Non-FictionI know it's not saying much, that I'm only 16 and your first thought, "there's no way this girl can teach me anything". But you wont believe what's behind the curtains... I'm Amber Martinez and this is my story.
