❛❛we wrote a fairy tale, its name, Eclipse❜❜
A story of a paralyzed girl, and an ephemeral boy, who were only able to meet at night and starting from silly conversations they became the light in each other's darkness.
But no one knew where he came f...
"Dont go..."I brushed my hand through his hair, my eyes overflowing with tears, my lips shivering from the kiss from which we broke apart.
"I can't...Em.." His breath was quivering.
"Why?"
"I cant Em...Dont ask me to..."
"Why? What does this shit mean?" My hands fell dead,"you make me fall in...." My voice choked, as if warning me not to say that word.
Dont say it Em, it's not love,
You cant be in Love.
Deny it Em, deny it, love shatters you apart.
Dont say it.
"You make me fall in love then you decide to leave...." I wanted to fall on his arms, but I didnt, "Jaemin-ah...please" I gripped his shoulders.
He nodded his head, tears falling down his cheek," I can't stay, I can't...." He grasped my arms, and his body jerked, his weight on me. He was shivering, taking sharp inhales."I can't..." He mumbled with his teary voice.
"Stop saying that..." I was on the verge of breaking apart,"I cant live without you...." I placed my head on his shoulder, feeling weak, empty.
"Em..." He looked at me, smiled,"I'm sorry...but you don't need me anymore" then bit his lips, his head on my chest.
"I DO! I DO A LOT! I cant imagine my life without you..." I hugged him tighter, both of us, craving each other's warmth,"I need you, your smile, your bright eyes..."
"stop...Em don't, don't make it so damn hard..." He whispered, his warmth breath making me quiver.
"I can't, please..." I kept on chanting that one word,"please..." hoping, pleading for him to stay.
"let's hope you dont need me again..."He rose up, untangling our arms, the corners of his lips curved into a fake smile and he kissed my forehead as light as a feather.
"I love you, Em.." He whispered while I shook. The desperate girl, the paralyzed girl who can't run behind him, who cant drag him back into her life.
The desperate girl who was too weak to embrace reality.
"Please...Jaemin, don't leave me like this..." and those were the last words that fell from my lips, before my heart was shattered, I was left alone to face this cruel world, all alone...
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I cried myself to sleep that night, music blasting through my headphones, my body shaking, array of voices screaming downstairs.
My world was breaking apart right in front of my eyes, the way it once did...
My head was almost bursting, my pain overwhelming. My scars were suddenly burning bright, the blood started to creep out of the cracks and crevices of my brittle glass-heart.
"Come back...." I whimpered out, my voice choked with my tears,"please, I can't live without you...."
I screamed and screamed, tasting the coppery blood down my throat, till I could feel my chest aching.
Weren't we supposed to be forever?
Werent we the light for each other?
How could he just disappear from my life?
I gripped the bedsheets, my tears didn't stop bleeding, our memories blotting my mind.
The way we laughed about sliding down the dirt road, falling right into the puddles, the way we locked our fingers under the colorful lights of the inside the broken church, when we promised we will be forever.
Promises are meant to be broken
I howled out again...
If only I could make the time stop, reverse it, back to those days when we were falling in love.
How he jumped into the room, scaring the hell out of me, turning my wretched life into a fairy tale.
"Our stars...Em.."
"Shut up..." I covered my ears, closing my eyes, wanting to burst open the ceiling as all I could imagine was our stars, his voice,
How we burnt brightly, that night...
But now that he was gone, it all came to an end...
We burnt away like a blazing match, our story disappeared along with the twilight, we disappeared...
No.
He disappeared.
Leaving me in this dark night....
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>>to be continued...
A/n: this story is going to end soon and I'm not ready for it to be over. TT and NCT DREAM is finally gonna have a comeback!!! Yesss!!! :)
