The QuarterBack~ A Grayson Dolan love story

Chapter 53

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Ivy's POV

"What are you doing here?" I say as tears fall down my face to Julia. "Ivy I.." She couldn't find the words to describe her sentence. She looked down then showed me on her phone.

Oh my god, Oh my god! I wanted to puke, but I couldn't breathe. I fell to the ground. "I'm so sorry!" She says. I couldn't breathe, my breathing pattern was all messed up and I swear to god I felt like was about to die!

"Ivy!" Nate yells as I hear his crutches fall. "What happened?" He asks Julia. Julia cries and shows him the video. "Oh I'm going to fucking kill him!" Nate says as he picks up his crutches again. "Ivy get up! Please get up! Breathe, Breathe!" Nate yells at me. I couldn't hear him, all I wanted to do was die at this moment. I remembered the feeling when my dad died, well this is the feeling I feel right now except much deeper and worse because I actually understood how hurt I felt.

Why? He promised! Now I knew what mom meant, she felt betrayed? The one thing he promised not to do.. he did!! Grayson what the actual fuck, I hated him so much because how could I love someone like that? How could I love someone that made me feel so special one moment but made me feel so small the next?

My sadness quickly turned into anger and I got up then stormed upstairs. I enter my room with tears falling down my face. There he was standing in front of the mirror. "Hey bab.. woah are you okay?!" He turns around to look at me. I still loved him, why? And why did it hurt so much? All I wanted to do was kiss him even after I know what he did.

"Get the fuck out of my house!" I say without looking at him. "Wait what?" He asks. "Get the FUCK out of my house Grayson, NOW!" I scream then turn around and put my hands on my ears not trying to hear his excuses but I could still hear him. "I-Ivy I don't understand" he chokes up a bit. "You heard her, get the fuck out, never come back!" Nate says to Grayson. "But Please I-Ivy please? I don't understand? What did I do? Please tell me!" He cries.

"Grayson you're making a lot worse for yourself if you don't leave!" Mama says. "Okay-Okay I'll leave, but please Ivy, talk to me! Please!" He says as he takes his stuff. He walked out and I turned around and hugged Nate then cried.

I felt sick to my stomach watching that video. How could he be so disgusting. Yet I still loved him and wanted him right here with me. I am so dumb, I should've listened to Julia, why would Grayson ever be with someone like me? He is way out of my league and it was basically me signing up to be betrayed!

"Tell me how you feel honey!" Mama says. "My heart is literally broken" I say as I sit on my bed not crying and just staring at the wall. "I'm going to fucking kill him!" Nate says as he goes downstairs. "Nate don't!" Mama yells. At that point I didn't even care, I wanted Grayson to die but at the same time all I wanted was to hug him. Is that bad?

I'm so goddamn hurt, like I am so hurt that I feel disgusted. Nate didn't listen and just continued to go downstairs. Mama ran after him, Julia came closer to me and tried to hug me but I moved away from her. "You think Because you were right about Grayson, I would forgive the things you said about my dad? Julia you hurt me just as bad as he did, and worse because I wasn't expecting it!" I say to her as I go to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror and absolutely hated myself. I finally saw what everyone sees, Wow I am ugly!

"Ivy I'm sorry!" Julia says quietly. "Are you though? Or are you now apologizing because you are finally right and you want to rub it in my face? Please leave! Like I absolutely don't want anyone here but me and my family. Thank you for showing the video, but I don't want anything to do with you!" I say to her, I know that was a bit harsh, but I was so angry and hurt that I didn't care anymore.

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"Ivy honey please come out!" Mama says. "Cindy's here!" Nate says quietly. I get out and see Cindy and she looked at me and smiled. I hugged her. "He doesn't Deserve you! Okay?! He's dumb, you're too good for him!" She says "if I'm too good for him, why did he think I wasn't good enough that he cheated?" I ask her

"Because sometimes boys are dumb! Take it from your own brother!" She says "Hey! I'm not a boy I'm a man" Nate replies. I slightly chuckles. "Can I have a hug?" Nate asks, I hug him and he hold son to me tight. "I'm sorry kid! I knew I should have never let you date guys!" He says, "honestly, Yeah! I always end up getting cheated on!" I shrug.

"Well Jacob was a dumbass and Grayson is a douchebag, so it'S your fault for liking the worst guys you can possibly date!" Nate shrugs and I give him a chuckle. All I wanted was to sit on my bed and just stare at a wall, until I die honestly. Is that too dark for you? Well it's how I feel.

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It was about 12 a.m and We were all sleeping downstairs because they wanted to spend the night together as a family. Cindy and Nate by my side and mama next to Cindy. Everyone was sleeping except for me, I couldn't sleep. I was faintly crying, I tried to sleep but every time I shut my eyes, he is there!

Now I understood what mama felt, the feeling of betrayal and shock is the worse. Especially when I expected to happen but hoped it didn't because I thought I knew him! Nate took my phone away because he said I shouldn't be on it. I knew exactly why he wanted me to stay off, everyone's going to be praising Grayson like a god and I'm going to be hated!

I was so tired and I wanted to sleep but every thought led to him and that girl. Who is she? I bet she's way prettier than I am. If he didn't want to be with me why did he stay? I mean there's no reason for him to stay other than to hurt me. Am I really ever going to have a boyfriend that doesn't cheat on me? Probably not cause well turns out I pick out the guys who play me. The worst thing about this whole thing is I really thought he would never cheat, at first I was expecting him to because I mean he is Grayson, but knowing him a bit more, I thought there's no way this gentle human can cheat

Well apparently they can, and they sure love to record it!

A tear left my eye and I was faintly crying again. Have you ever felt empty inside, like not happy but not sad, well that's how I felt except with an aching pain in my heart. "Ivy?" Nate asks quietly. "Come here!" He says and hugs me. "It's going to be okay, you'll be moving on to the next guy faster than you know. Not that I'm going to allow it, but I promise you Grayson isn't the last fish in the sea!" He says

"How come he is the only fish in the sea I want to actually be with, the only person that through all this pain that was caused by him I still wanted to hug him?" I ask. "That's love! It's crazy, but you'll be fine, because he honestly isn't worth your time and stress okay? Trust me!" He says. "Did you hit him?" I ask. "Nope he left before I could, I wont punch him unless you want me to, even though I want to really bad!" He says. "Don't! As much as I hate him right now I still care about him" I sigh. "You're too nice!"Nate says.

"God when I saw that video, I wanted to kill him so bad. But then I saw you on the ground, you looked the way you did when dad died. My heart literally broke that second. I felt as if I did something wrong because I promised myself I would never want you to be put in a situation where you felt like that!" Nate says. "You have to stop blaming everything on yourself, this was my fault, at least I learned 3 weeks into the relationship and not more" I shrug.

"On the bright side, at least now I'm your favourite guy again!" Nate says. "Oh Nate don't be ridiculous...you were never my favourite guy!" I chuckle slightly. "Are you kidding me? Who tf is it then?" He asks. "Zac Efron!" I reply. "See that's your problem, you go for guys that look like that, it's a guaranteed lifetime of being betrayed!" He says. "Hey! Your categorized as guys who look like that, and I know you'd never hurt C" I say to him.

"Well I'm me! and there's no other like me. Good looking and loyal!"Nate jokes.

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