Rehab

CH.13

'Having hallucinations
I'm losing sleep every night
Keep trying to cover my eyes
My eye
Is it my imagination
I think I'm losing my mind
Still see your face all the time
All the time
Tryna rewind to we're back where we started
Yeah that's all I want
Night after , night after, night I'm still holdin'

"Holy shit Dinah that was amazing!" One of my many producers tell me.

I just smile and hit the blunt.

"Yeah that shit dope, I actually felt that one."

"Now you gotta make a album , like for real." He says and I just stay silent, this weed was getting good.

I came out the booth. "Yeah I'm really thinking bout it, I gotta talk to the Mrs. first." I down on the couch as he turn his chair towards me.

"Why?" He asked and I looked at him through hooded eyes. Ion know if it was the weed or what , but that was hilarious to me.

"Man , you funny as hell. What you mean why? That's my motherfucking wife that's why." I laugh and look at my phone to check the time .

2:10a.m

"I get that, but it ain't like she checking in with yo ass." That made me sit up so fast.

"What you talking about Jay." I say.

He holds his hands up in front of hisself

"Look I'm just saying , you know I work with rocnation and some of their artist, and I saw your wife over there the other day. " He says and shrugs.

"Okay she probably was just visiting Justine or doing a song with one of their artist." I say and sit back in the couch.

"Naw, naw I'm telling you DJ, this was strictly business, cuz that white boy Brandon was wit' ha." I rub my chin lightly as I think.

She sneaking behind my back with business. The fuck she got going on?

I shake my head, my baby ain't even like that.

"Imma get up outta here," I shake up Jay's hand.

"Lock up when you done man and I find one thing missing or something leaked, I'm beating ya ass." I say and grab my keys to head home.

On the drive home, I couldn't help but to think about what Jay said. I couldn't help but think that some of it had some truth to it.

But no, Normani's my baby, she couldn't do me like that, she would tell me. Right ?

Home

By the time I get home, my high is almost gone, but I definitely have the munchies. I'm about to eat all my kids snacks.

I walked in the house and it was quiet , and that was because it's like three o'clock in the morning.

I head straight to the kitchen to find something to eat. I remember as a little kid, when my mom went to work, I would be starving , cuz there wasn't shit there.

So, when I got older, I vowed to never make my kids go through with that, maybe I was being dramatic, but either way. My kids will have the life I didn't.

I decided to eat my plate that Mani left in the microwave along with some Cheetos and a drink.

It almost seemed like I drunk my food, the way I ate so fast.

I sighed happily as I went back for seconds and ate it. I grabbed some Paul and poured it in my glass and went into the living room.

I turn the TV on and turned the volume down, so the kids couldn't hear it.