Creciendo

Sober

*A joint piece with all credits to @f0rverfades on Instagram, please check her out she's a great poet and even better person for having her own take and then allowing me to build on the topic we created* 

feening for your energy

maybe it'll go away when I'm sober

don't get it confused I'm no druggy

unless the drug is your love lovely

come over on a Tuesday night

you and I can get right

it's weird cause I get the 10-year-old feels

you know the like like!

maybe when I'm sober

I'll realize you aren't the perfect painting I've created

I haven't been on a search for another soul for so long I've been waited

Hopeless romantic and I hate it

Maybe when I'm sober

I'll find someone that can relate it

But right now I'm still high off you

Still drunk off you

still strung out off you

still sipping the heavy ass drink that you are knowing I'm getting drunker

begging for a sign yet I still ignore the thunder

maybe when I'm sober

everything will be kosher

but as of right now I'm still a druggy

You intoxicate me

With one look

And you're even more beautiful

When I'm blurred vision

And bad decisions

I hope you don't take that the wrong way

But with you

You're a hangover that doesn't go away

I'm still feeling your effects when you're gone

Still missing you

Like head colds in the heat of Summer

But you like me sober

And I can't feel that unless we're apart

I rather vulnerable and flawed

To the point where I can't remember

So I'm not trying to part from you

this hazy woozy feeling it's what I feel I been missing

so yes you're bad for me and yes it's a tragedy but don't you dare go distant

don't you save me from me

don't you check me into rehab by re-moving yourself from me

I KNOW WHAT I LIKE

I KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR ME

you just THINK you know

BUT YOU DONT!

because this whole time what's good for me

what's keeps me from insanity

my daily reminder that a masterpiece helps master peace

is ..... you. My number one drug.