Gaze
I don't understand why is that confusion is hitting me right now. After all the things I experienced, I am here confuse on something that is not even important.
How could you say that you are falling for someone by just knowing them for a short period of time?
Is it even possible?
If it is the love at first sight that takes place?
Is it possible?
Mr. Luxvart is really confusing me. Kahit ilang beses niyang ulit-ulitin sa akin, alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ko matatanggap agad-agad ang mga sinasabi niya sakin.
Start from asking me to call him in his first name, to always send me a bouquet of flowers, treating me lunch or snacks, giving me gifts, and saying he loves me.
He do looks like his courting me. It's like he keep on pursuing me even if it's too imposible.
How could that be possible?
Mababaliw na ata ako. Hindi pwedeng umikot lang ang utak ko sa mga isiping ganito. Hindi ako nandito sa Pilipinas para lumandi o ano pa man. No. I'm here for business. And his not my business. Far from being one. Aside from that I still have another serious matters here, regarding to my father's death. I cannot let go if there is no justice serve.
"Ma'am, the flowers."
Tiningnan ko lang si Ria habang inaayos ang isa nanamang bouquet ng bulaklak na galing kay Mr. Luxvart. Tulips. Iba't-ibang kulay ng tulips.
"Ria, who gave you that?"
Kunot noong napabaling naman sakin si Ria. Maybe she's curious why am I even asking if I already know that it was from Mr. Luxvart.
"Why are you asking? It's still from Mr. Luxvart."
"No. What I mean is, sino ang nag abot sayo niyan?"
"Him. He always do that."
"Him? Mr. Luxvart himself?" ulit kong tanong.
"Yes. It was given directly by Mr. Luxvart."
Sa gulat ko ay napasandal ako sa swivel chair ko. Ipinagpatuloy naman ni Ria ang pagaayos ng mga bulaklak.
If he always done that, that only means even his in his airline company he goes here and bring flowers, right? He will come all the way up here just so he can hand the bouquet of flowers to my secretary. And the mere fact that his doing this for a month? Exactly a month now?
Hindi ba sya nagsasawa?
Kelan ba sya magaasawa?
Nakakalito na ang nangyayari sa buhay ko. Mababaliw na ata talaga ako. Ayoko na.
Hindi pwedeng mahulog talaga siya sakin! Hindi kami bagay. Masyadong maganda ang buhay na meron sya para maging parte ako. Hindi magandang pagsamahin ang kwento naming dalawa.
Ano bang akala niya? Nababaliw na ata talaga siya!
Kung tutuusin siya na nga itong swerte sa aming dalawa sa sitwasyong ito. Sinasabi niyang gusto niya ako pero wala naman akong pakialam kaya ayos lang at malaya sya. Malaya siya sa kung anong gagawin niya sa buhay niya.
Ang kaso dapat di ako kasama! Malinaw pa sa ala-ala ko ang mga pinagsasabi at ginagawa niya sakin,
"I want you. Not by desire but by you. By who are you."
Minsan niyang saad sakin. Pero kung iisipin, paano nya nasabing mahal nya kung ano ako? Kung sino ko? Kung maski sariling katawan at utak ko humihiwalay sakin depende sa sitwasyon?
BINABASA MO ANG
Chasing You
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