Chasing You

Chapter 25

Mother

Pakiramdam ko ay hinahalukay ang sikmura ko na parang binalaktad habang sumusuka ako. Isinuka ko ang mga pagkaing nakain ko kagabi. Tumayo ako ng maayos at tiningnan ang sarili sa salamin.

Mag dadalawang linggo ng ganito palagi ang sitwasyon sumasabay sa mga trabaho ko na minamadali ko na rin kaya wala akong ibang naisip gawin kung hindi ang pumunta sa hospital noong nakaraang araw. Wala akong kasamadahil ayoko narin na mag alala pa sila Nicco at Cavin.

At first I didn't know where would I go and who was supposed to talk but then one of the nurses there assist me. And I met a Doctor on her residency. She assist me and ask what am I feeling and I tell it to her. She looked at me and then she smile. She asked for a pregnancy test and I was shocked. I didn't know what to do. I was really shocked back then.

"I think you are pregnant. Hindi ako obygine pero base kase sa mga sinasabi mong mararamdaman mo, wala naman sigurong masama? Tatawagin ko ang obygine. You can wait here."

Dra. Alexa called an obygine that assist me. She let me use the pregnancy test kit. I didn't look at it.  I'm not naive. If it is two lines then I know I'm doomed. I gave it to her and she smile at me just like how Dra. Alexa smiled at me.

I knew right there I was pregnant.

She made an ultrasound to find out since when I got pregnant so I would know. It's been more than three weeks since Davin and I did it. I haven't heard any news from him since he was busy helping his mother-in-law up until now whose under the police with her brother. Probably limping in jail. That fast, I didn't used a code of Lavista but Marquess power is enough. Thanks for Everson and Eve.

"Based on ultrasound you are two weeks pregnant. Congratulations!"

Naghilamos ako at kinalma ang sarili. Maayos nabang pakiramdam ko at sa ilang linggong ganito palagi ang sitwasyon ko ay nasasanay narin ako at alam ko na ang gagawin.

Kahit ganoon hindi ko parin sinasabi sa kahit kanino ang kalagayan ko. I am planning to tell it them whem we are all in Spain. Naroon na si Mamá. My grandparents are also there and most importantly Casa Lavista is located in there.

I know I will be in shame when people found out that the Countessa from Casa Lavista is pregnant without any man beside her. But what can I do? I didn't plan to have sex with Davin. I got carried away and now here is the consequences.

"Rian? Are you awake? We'll have breakfast."

"I'll just go downstairs later. Maliligo pa ako Nicco."

"Alright."

Naligo nga ako gaya ng sabi ko kay Nicco. Isang itim na deep v-neck dress ang suot ko. Hapit ito sa bandang itaas at bahagyang nakikita ang dibdib ko. Isa sa mga damit na binili ni Mamá. Presentable at napaka ganda ng ibabang bahagi nito na hanggang tuhod.

Kumpleto na sila sa hapag at mukhang hinintay pa akong makababa bago kumain. Mabuti nalang at binilisan ko ang pag aayos para makababa agad.

"Good morning Rian!"

"Good morning."

Umupo ako sa upuang katabi ni Cavin at nagsandok na ng makakain pero naramdaman ko ulit ang kagustuhang sumuka dahil sa nakain sa hapag. Sinubukan kong lumunok at uminom ng tubig pero dahil kaharap ko ang onion roll bread at garlic rice.

Napakahawak ako sa braso ni Cavin dahilan para lingonin niya ako. Napakunot noo din sila Uncle Cevin at Aunt Ina.

"Bakit Rian?" si Nicco.

Hindi na ako nakasagot at agad na tumayo saka tumakbo tungo sa lababo sa kusina. Dahil sa wala pang naisusubo ay hirap na hirap ako sa pagsuka. Hinagod ni Aunt Ina ang likod ko habang sumusuka.