Khloé Kardashian's Daughter

Chapter 64

I sat there next to her, watching her chest rise then fall. I held her hand in mine as I gently stroked her hand I had tears in my eyes, I couldn't stand how unfair this world could truly be. I had just spoken to her mom who had mentioned that she'd be there as soon as she could. Jack was coming to bring me a change of clothes, I really needed him to get here before her mother gets here cause I had no idea how that would go down, hell I don't know how her seeing me was going to go down because all she would know is what Madison told her.

There were countless amounts of stories on the internet about what had happened, they all were assuming. I hadn't even spoken to Jack about what had happened he along with everyone else has no idea and its not really my place to say anything. Although the doctors are optimistic that Madison will recover they really have no idea, it had been a full day since the surgery and she hasn't woken up yet. Which wasn't a good sign. It was just her and I in this dark room all alone.

Madison and I truly have one of the most toxic relationships but it wasn't always like that and times like these make me remember how good it was at first and how I wish so much that things never changed.

After everything that has happened over the years, how vile she was to me at times I couldn't bear the thought of losing her too. Just looking at her, she looked so peaceful it reminded me of all those late nights we shared growing up that would end with her sleeping over. She was a night owl and I was an early riser so my mornings would entail waiting over an hour for her to wake up. The times her and I would laugh for hours and talk about boys before they actually came into the picture and ruined everything. She really was boy crazy until she met Jack, deep down I did feel bad for taking him from her even after everything she had done to me not to mention that it was never my intention. As I watched her some more I couldn't help but think that if everything was the other way around that I would've acted in the same way she did. Maybe. I don't know for sure but it was a possibility.

If I was head over heels for Justin and he kissed Madison, whether it was for spin the bottle or not and I saw that I was slowly losing him to her whether she acted on it or not I don't know how I would've reacted. I had never truly taken a step back and thought about it from her point of view. But at the end of the day, in her act of getting revenge, she essentially did just that, stole what was mine.

I pulled away to sit back of the couch for a while. I sat there staring at the ceiling as the sounds of my low weeps and the machines filled the room. There was a light knock at the door. I sat up only to see Jack's silhouette. I quickly walked over to greet him "oh you're here thank god" I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled me in closer, his lips connected to the top of my head. I looked up at him and his face softened "it doesn't look good Jack" Tears threatening to fall yet again

"What do you mean?" He questioned anxiously as he looked over at her

"She's not sleeping" I looked back at her "She hasn't woken up yet" I pulled away and gently took his hand and walked further into the room.

I stood on one side of her while he stood on the other "and the baby?" he questioned and my heart sunk. I bit my lip and shook my head "oh my god" he forcefully shut his eyes, opening them soon after. He looked down at her, I'm sure the same thoughts were going through his head that was going through mine.

I took a seat on the couch as I watched Jack watch her. My focus soon switched to my fingers as a wave of guilt washed over me. Although I had never wished Madison or her baby ill will if anything I agreed with Jack that day months back, I did hope for her sake that she would have a good pregnancy and a happy and healthy baby because no one deserves what just happened to her. Deep down though, I did resent that it was her, that she was having Justin's baby so I know this isn't my fault, I didn't do this to her but I still felt immense guilt.