Scars {Loki X Reader}

Chapter 7

(An earthquake happened while I was in the middle of writing this, hope you're as shook as I am ;))

"Can we go somewhere more private? I don't want everyone to hear me." I said a little quietly while sitting up. Loki nodded and walked to his room. I followed him to the door. He opened it and walked in with me close behind. I looked around.

  "Wow, how did you change your room color?" I asked him. His bedsheets were a dark green with a gold trim. He had curtains on the giant window, which were black with gold patterns. Everything was color coded with dark green, green, black, and gold.

  "It's called magic, Y/n." He said sarcastically.

  "I wish I could decorate my room." I grumbled under my breath. Loki silently chuckled, he then gestured to the couch in the corner of his room. I sat down and shrunk into the corner of the couch, nervously looking around. Loki sat near me but not too close, just in case. I looked over at him shyly.

  "What do you want to know?" I asked, shying into the couch a little more.

  "Everything about your past darling." He gave me a reassuring smile.

  "Well, from the very beginning... I remember I lived with my mom somewhere really pretty. I don't know who my dad was but we didn't need him. She was a healer for... something. And I think I got my ice powers from my dad. Anyways, my mom had taught me to use my own healing powers but one day she got taken away from me... to... an insane asylum." I paused to take a breath, tears were pricking my eyes but I wiped them and kept going.

  "I tried to visit her, to see why she was taken there but they wouldn't allow me. Until one day, I snuck past the guards and into the building. They were... they had her hooked to machines and... she was in pain and screaming." Tears were streaming down my face now, but I continued to wipe them and carry on.

  "I couldn't save her, I wanted to so bad but, I couldn't move... A worker noticed me there and he came after me. I ran from him but he caught up to me. I screamed for help but no one heard me and he started to choke me. I passed out and I don't remember that much after that... I do remember waking up in an electrocution chair.

They had tried to electrocute me but I broke out and, froze the workers who tried to restrain me. I got to my mom eventually and took her out of the machine but she had already lost a lot of blood. Her last words she said to me were 'Don't forget who you are, I love you'..." Tears were streaming down my face. Loki wiped them away with his hand and pulled me into a hug. It felt nice to know he was here for me. I cried a little more but Loki rubbed my back to soothe me. I pulled away.

  "Thank you, Loki."

  "You do not have to continue, I know how hard it must have been to even think of it." I nodded sadly and looked down. By now my eyes were red and puffy.

  "I just have two questions, Y/n."

  "Okay..." I said with a shaky breath.

  "Your father had ice powers?" I nodded.

  "And, you lived in a beautiful place?" I nodded again.

  "I don't exactly remember the name, the beginning sounded like ass." I chuckled slightly and so did Loki. I yawned and put my head against the back of the couch.

  "Y/n? Would you like to go look at the stars with me?" I nodded and got up. Loki got up as well and we both took the stairs to the roof. We sat in the middle of the helicopter landing pad and laid on our backs, next to each other. I stared at the stars, deep in thought.

  Loki then grabbed my hand and held it in his own. I looked over at him with a questioning look on my face. He sat up while still holding my hand so I sat up too, looking into his eyes.

"Y/n... I just want you to know that, I think you are beautiful, gorgeous, magnificent, and breathtaking." I blushed furiously and looked away from his gleaming eyes.

"You're just, saying that, to make me feel better." I tried to deny it but I couldn't.

"I would never lie to you, Y/n." I looked back at him.

"You're supposed to be the god of lies."

"Ouch Y/n, my poor heart." I tried to apologize, thinking I had actually hurt him but he added on.

"Y/n, would someone who is lying to you, do this?" Loki leant in and kissed me with his soft lips, they were comforting and soothing. I melted into the kiss as my eyes closed, enjoying the contact. Loki pulled me closer and sat me on his lap. I put my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. We eventually pulled away for air and stared each other in the eyes. My cheeks were blushing more and more by the millisecond, so I buried my head into the crook of his neck. Loki chuckled and wrapped his hands around my waist which made me blush harder.

"I really do like you, Y/n... and I hope that you feel the same..." Loki admitted to me. I sat up properly and looked at him like he was crazy.

"You think I would've kissed you for more than one second if I didn't like you?" Loki shrugged and looked a little worried. I hugged him to comfort him.

"I like you too, Loki." By now I was a blushing mess and melting at Loki's touch. Loki pulled me away from himself and kissed me again. His hands were slowly going down from my waist. I tangled my fingers in his long hair, we broke away for a breath of air but immediately went back to each other like magnets.

"Get a room!" Me and Loki both whipped out heads toward the voice, it was Tony, from the door leading inside. I instantly scrambled off of Loki and stood up, blushing like a maniac. Tony then disappeared into the tower.

"Um, we-we should probably g-get ins-side." I tried to say to Loki, he understood and got up. I quietly tried to walk past Loki but he grabbed my wrist and spun me around to face him. I looked at him questioningly but he lent toward me and gave me a quick kiss. He let go of my wrist and chuckled as the blush started coming back. I huffed and quietly sped-walk inside.

I went immediately to my room and laid on my bed, I can't believe Loki and I kissed...