Scars {Loki X Reader}

Chapter 19

(Y'all Im so sorry for not updating I'm forever, school is keeping me so busy smh)

Everyone piled out of the elevator and collapsed on the couches. I was the last one out since I had to stay behind and take a couple of breaths. I went over to the couches and saw that there was a spot next to Loki. I sat down and closed my eyes, leaning back into the couch. It felt so nice to finally rest. I hadn't noticed, but I started to nod off, my eyes becoming heavy. I started to tilt to the right but caught myself before my head could meet Loki's shoulder. I returned to my upright position and yet again, I tilted towards Loki. I decided not to fight it anymore and just rest on his shoulder. I could feel him move slightly back into the couch and putting his arm around my shoulder. I was too tired to care if anyone was watching, I was tired as hell. I drifted off to sleep with a small smile on my face.

"Y/n? Are you okay?" It was my mom. I had fallen and scraped my knee on a rock while running from an imaginary monster. I was crying rather loudly since the rock was very jagged. My mom came to me and saw me on the ground, clutching my knee. She gasped and came over quickly, bending down next to me. She wiped my tears and took my hands away from my knees.

"It'll be alright, Y/n. I'm here now." A soft, baby blue light emitted from her hands, almost like a mist. It went towards my knee and seemingly disappeared into it. The skin on my knee started to close up and soon enough there was no wound, no pain. I looked up at my mom in amazement.

"Will you teach me how to do that?" My mom chuckled and stood up. I followed her and stood as well. She took my hand and started walking on a dirt path surrounded by flowers.

"Soon enough, Y/n. You must first learn that your powers are for good. Not for harming. You only use them for bad if you're in danger." She touched a flower that was blue and had multiple petals. Blue always was her favorite color.

"But mommy! I already know that stuff. I want to learn how to heal things as you do!" My mom chuckled yet again and continued to lead me through the flowers, soon entering a forest. I stood close to her and glanced at anything that moved. Soon we got to a clearing of trees, in the middle of it was a circle full of sand and gravel.

"What do you do if someone is injured, Y/n?" My mother asked me.

"Help them, even if they're a bad guy, no one deserves to be in pain." I glanced up at my mom and she gave a little smirk at me.

"What do you do if someone is trying to harm you?" My mom took me to the middle of the circle and let go of my hand.

"Try to fight them off first but if that doesn't work then use mim- minm-" I used to struggle with the word 'minimum' for no reason at all. It was something my mom used to love about me since she loved correcting and helping me.

"Minimum." I nodded fast and agreed.

"Only use minimum magic." I gave my mom a toothy grin, but since I was still growing, I had some teeth missing.

  "Y/n, you remember daddy?" My mom has asked me. My smile faded a bit and I nodded slowly.

  "What about daddy?" My dad had been a sore subject from the beginning.

  "Well. He- He was a-" My mom had mouthed something but I couldn't hear what she had said. Everything went quiet as she continued to talk. Why couldn't I hear her? What's happening?

  "Y/n." I turned around but no one was there.

  "Y/n."

  I shot up, breathing heavily. I was laying on the couch, but I thought I fell asleep on Loki's shoulder?

  "Hey, easy kiddo. It's okay." Tony was there, squatting in front of the couch. I guess he was the one that woke me up. I slowed down my breathing and turned to Tony, sitting up all the way. Tony stood up as well.

  "Well, Steve cooked for once, spaghetti, but we didn't know if we should wake you or not, so you missed dinner. And it's about 11 pm, I'm kicking you out of the living room." He gave me a small smile and offered me his hand to help lift me. I took it and got off the couch. I started to head to my room until a rumble came from my stomach.

  "Maybe you should eat first?" Tony said, standing next to the couch. I nodded and went to the kitchen.

  "Was it good?" I asked the tin man.

  "Was what good?" Tony asked while following me into the kitchen.

  "The food. What else would I be talking about, space?"

  "Well you know, I was reading up on a book and there's a planet called titan, I'd love to see it someday. Maybe they can bury me there." I smacked Tony's arm and gave him a smile.

  "You're gonna find a way to become immortal sooner or later, you're not gonna be buried."

  "Okay okay, just get some food." I eventually got the food and sat at a table near the big windows, Tony sitting across from me. I looked out at the city while eating, glancing at the moon occasionally.

"You know, I know about that thing you do with the sun and moon." I looked at Tony a little alarmingly.

"What thing?" I tried to play it cool but Tony wasn't having it.

"When you talk to them, don't think I don't get a notification when someone goes up to the roof." I sighed and looked down at my lap, he would probably think different of me now.

"It's okay, Y/n. I used to do that kind of thing too. Until I met pepper, now she's my god." I looked up and smiled at Tony.

"Thanks, Tony."

"No problem, Ice Queen."