34. You Can Tell Me

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My body is on fire

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My body is on fire. Every part of me feels like it's been burned at 2750 degrees Fahrenheit!

Every touch of her hands on my body and in my hair, the way her lips moved so naturally against mine. The way she tastes excites my senses even more.

Her body molds perfectly to mine. Like two puzzle pieces that were the last left to complete the picture.

The way her arms and legs wrapped around me started the burn inside me. Something I've never experienced or felt before. God, I'm whipped already.

I really do wish I had kissed her earlier if this is what it's like! Her pressed up against me and the weight of her in my arms felt too surreal to even comprehend.

She was kissing me... I was kissing her... She kissed me first...

God, I sound like a twelvie that's never been kissed before!

I'll admit I've had my fair share of kisses and make-out sessions with girls before, but as corny as it is, Paisley's was nothing like any of the others I've had.

The way her mouth demanded control yet submitted at the same time... argh, I can't even think about it without wanting to pull her to me and remind myself again.

It was hard enough letting her go the first time when she pulled away. I know I followed her movements and she knew too, but honestly sue me. I don't care.

I never would've thought that bringing her here would've meant that we start making out like lovesick teenagers, even if that's what we were.

Being vulnerable with her just felt... right. Even if she couldn't completely open up to me yet, I could handle that. as long as it was a 'yet', not a 'maybe'.

Even last night when I showed her my scars, it was like she was the one who had experienced them first-hand. The way she took it like she was the one bearing her scars scared me. It was like she could feel every bit of pain I went through to get them, and that's something I'd never wish upon.

Though, I will be doing something about Alex if anything else happens. To be honest, I should've seen it coming. Alex was never the type to take rejection lightly or beat around the bush. Punctual and blunt was more her style.

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