Why we broke up [Editing]

As long as we're together

They say listen to your heart more than your mind.

And for once, that's what I did. I listened my heart. And it told me I still loved you.

Instead of thinking right, I let go of my bad thoughts and decided to go with my heart.

So I forgave you.

But before we even thought of it. It was already happening. We were getting back together.

We had talked about it but we kept argumenting on stupid things. So we stayed broken off for eleven days.

One day, you came to me a gave me back my books and I gave you the notebook. Alice asked me if we were back together. But I said no. How could we be.

But we talked about it again. You said, reading me was the thing that made it all collides. Your thoughts and your certitudes.

That's when you realised the point were you broke me.

And you wanted to fix it so badly.

You said you'd never do it again, you'd never leave me. You would be the one for me. Forever and as long as I wanted it. You said so many things my head spun.

You said you'd do anything for me. You'd repare the mess you created. You'd love me like you were supposed to.

All I had to do was forgive you and everything would be worth it.

You'd be worth having a second chance.

We would be worth it.

As long as we were together.

And on Monday. You came back and kissed me.

We were back on.

At first, it felt like the right thing to do. The only thing that was supposed to happen.

We were supposed to be forever, weren't we.

So I forgave you but never forgot about it. You said I should let it go. But how could I.

We had been through so much together it never felt over, as if it was never supposed to happen.

We had been five months together.

But it didn't matter if it was five or two months. It didn't matter if we had broken up. It didn't matter everything that had happen. All the arguments, all the fighting, all the making up, all the making out.

None of it mattered.

As long as we were together again.