instant boyfriend➹k.jm

💌 to my baby, haenami.

Jinwoo-ya! :))

You are one of my top 11. I'm actually expecting you to debut with your dad jinhyuk, with your mom wooseok, and with your brothers dongpyo, hyeongjun and dohyun. Seeing you each time making me want you more to debut. I BADLY WANT YOU TO DEBUT. But sadly, you didn't make it to the debut evaluation and even to the final lineup. I cried so hard last night, knowing that I can't see you anymore performing on pdx stage, screaming your famous line "haenami!" that makes us melt. It hurts. It really hurts me. I cried the moment I saw you forcing yourself not to cry but you couldn't help it anymore and burst into crying. It was your last stage. If I only knew..

My heart broke into thousand pieces after the news of byungchan leaving pdx and this time, it was you. My heart broke into billion pieces. Fuck. From rank 8 to rank 22? HOW?

But I know this isn't your last, jinwoo.

With a heavy heart, we all have to accept the fact that this isn't your time yet but I know one day in the future we are all going to meet again and that time, you finally made your debut. I will smile again the moment you meet your hyungs on stage. I will smile for you, jinwoo!

For now, I have to accept it and let you go for the last time because the next time you cameback, I will never let you go again. I hope you'll cheer up, because we will. For you.

Thank you for your hard work, for making us all happy in sad moments. For making us smile after crying. You are one of the mnet's biggest lost together with midam, dongbin, sihun, kookheon, suhwan, and baekjin. You guys are the best!

Let's walk only in a flowery path, lee jinwoo!! We will meet you again. Thank you, I'm sorry and I love you so so much! I will miss you our boy, our baby haenamie!! ♡ FIGHTINGGG!!

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Ps: ang sakit pala talaga pag na-elimate isa sa mga picks mo and yung ineexpect mong mag debut. I'm sorry. Im crying so hard.