Kpop boyxboy/mpreg one shots

I'm Not that Cruel Part 14 *Showki

As he touched the door with his back, Kihyun slowly drag himself down to the floor, his eyes closing. Shownu's secret was killing him, changing the views he had on Shownu.

Shownu said he wasn't cruel, which is what he had discovered through his gestures and characteristics now that he was living with him. But it was cruel to Kihyun how Shownu doesn't trust him enough to tell him about his other child. Kihyun needs him to trust him, he wants him to understand that this won't push him away. His lies are what ultimately will challenge him whether he stays with him or if he had enough.

Kihyun doesn't want to feel this way like his insides are tugging him in a different direction, unknowing where to turn next. He doesn't want to have to raise his children in a home where both parents aren't living together. His father was shitty, he doesn't want to be shitty to his children.

The door was cold. His hands, pressed on the door as well, made his body ache and burn. His body was twisted yet he couldn't move. His belly was getting in the way of his legs, his thigs stretching themselves to keep his body in balance.

While his body aches, his mind was in agony.

He had realized how ignorant he had been at dinner. He had verily looked at Shownu as he continued to talk to his friends. And is not like he had meant to do that. His life had changed so much. It had been so different from the time his friend met Shownu at the restaurant.

They had been strangers, thrown together into a spiral of a mess. He didn't know Shownu as much he does now, well a little better if he says so himself.

It sucked that Shownu restricted himself to others, keeping that facade of cruelty. He was not. At least not at home. And Kihyun wondered why he put up a front in his persona and why he chose to present himself as a monster to his employees just to appear as intimidating.

Kihyun shook his head, his heart in a tug of war, unable to understand the man he loved. He didn't know what to think at all. The one thing he was sure of was that he was going to break down those walls Shownu has built around himself. Shownu will trust him eventually, and it's his job to get there.

As sure as he was now, Kihyun began to realize that his body was stuck. His hand was pressed on the door while the other was grabbing onto the white closet. His belly was folded between himself and his legs. The pain spreading through his thighs was unbearable.

Closing his eyes, Kihyun grits his eyes as he tries to pull himself up.

This attempt to get up failed. Before he could shout from the surprise of his faulty balance, his leg twists and he falls on his back.

Moaning, Kihyun touches his back, attempting to sooth the place where he got most hurt. Kihyun is sure he's back is red.

"Fuck, " Kihyun curses, his eyes still close. The fall took his breath away and all he could breath in was pain. Every move he made his back cried in pain.

Kihyun greeted his teeth as he pushed himself up, his knees finally pressed on the floor. This was a bad idea. He should've sat down and contemplated in the bed.

One. Two. Three. He takes a deep breath. With all his strength, he places his hands on the wall of the closet and pulls himself up.

"Hang on, " he tells his children as he hugs the wall, afraid to fall again.

Why is it that I need Shownu more than ever when I feel so awkward with him?

Kihyun contemplates whether to call Shownu for help. He doesn't want to be seen as weak when the bed is right next to him. A couple of inches away and he is in the ecstasy of pleasure.