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I'm Not that Cruel Part 11 *Showki

I'm Not that Cruel Part 11

The drive back to the house took longer than expected. Because he had left during lunch the traffic was horrific. Everyone was getting out for lunch and people were crammed into the streets. Shownh kept tapping his steering wheel while shaking his head.

He only had twenty minutes left but since he was the boss he took the rest of the day off. Getting to Kihyun was more important. Kihyun had called him frantic, his voice sounding like he had just balled his eyes out. His voice had been raspy and weak.

Shownu didn't want to admit but these past few days Kihyun was quiet and distant. Last night's intimacy had proved that Kihyun had been getting comfortable with him but then today that totally changed. He doesn't know if it's the hormones or that if he's afraid to be alone by himself.

Kihyun had told him that he was close with his friends, more than he was with Jooheon. Whenever he would see him, he was either talking to one of his friends or he would catch him sneaking to his friends' cubicles to talk. As their boss, he knew what his employees did and despite his cold boss persona, he let them be most of the time, too tired to tell people what to do when they clearly didn't respect him enough to listen.

Perhaps this was why he wanted Shownu to come to see him. He was a hard worker something that Shown saw in himself too. Not working makes him uneasy. Too much time creates spaces for thinking about the past and he's done thinking about the past.

Finally arriving at the house, Shownu gets off the car and speeds up to their shared bedroom, not bothering to leave his keys on the table or taking his shoes off. He needed to know if Kihyun was okay.

The door was left ajar. When his feet reached their bedroom, he lightly pushed it open. The lights were drawn out and the faint light from the early afternoon showed that the sheets of the bed were below Kihyun's feet.

Every corner of the house was dimmed, the aura of loneliness surrounding his body. His heart dropped as he opened the door, his eyes scanning the view of Kihyun.

Lying in bed, Kihyun looked up, one hand on his belly and the other rolled up into a fist, wet tissue inside. His voice cracked as he called him over. His eyes were watery and his cheeks stained with dried tears.

"What happened, " Shownu said, sitting at the edge of the bed. He wanted to run his fingers through his hair; something in him told him not to. His hands stood by his side, controlling himself.  What is wrong with him?"

"I woke up and you weren't there. Tell me you're not gonna leave me for anyone else," Kihyun sniffed, fresh new tears appearing in his face. He took Shownu's hands into his belly and pressed them on his over-sized shirt, the feeling of one of his children appearing through the rough material of the shirt.

Shownu's face soften while at the same time, creasing his eyebrows at him. Shownu was right. Kihyun isn't okay. Letting him stay at home isn't good for him. What worries him is the reason behind it. Why can't he by himself? Did it start when he moved in with him?

"I'm not leaving you, not today, and not in the near future. What's wrong?"

Kihyun only shakes his head, closing his eyes and pressing Shownu's hand lightly on his belly. "Just don't go right now."

"Okay," Shownu whispers, removing his hand from Kihyun's belly and pushing himself up from the bed. He starts to walk to the other side of the bed when Kihyun stops him by touching his wrist. "Where are you going?" His eyes bulged out, panic  present.

"To the other side of the bed. I'll stay here so you can fall asleep and relax your body."

Kihyun's body soften, his hands removing the throw pillows that he had forgotten to take out in the morning to the floor. Shownu takes his shoes off and slides in,  his arms pulling Kihyun into his embrace. Having Kihyun in his embrace brought weird sensations on the pit of his stomach. It was so weird to be taking care of somebody else and although, he was repulsed by his soft actions, he sort of liked it. He didn't have to be cruel just for appearances. He was human after all.