%*%* Epilogue %*%*
HIS NECTAR
I can hear the noise outside my room and it annoys me. It's like a torture in my ears so I escape from this place. My sketch pad is with me when I found a peaceful place under the tree of Molave. I can't help it but to slump my back on the trunk and made my butt sit on the grass.
I held my chest as i could feel my heart beat racing again together with my trembling bones that began to dominate my whole system. I took a deep breath trying to bring back the calmness of my being and when I'm done, I started to flip my best bud then draw some images on its pages.
I was drowning in my creation when i notice that someone is standing in front of me. I didn't bother to take a glance whoever it is, instead I just continued what I am doing.
" Lampa ka siguro? Tsaka ang bading mo naman, mahilig kang magdrawing? Diba dapat mga sports ang pinagkakaabalahan mo? Ewww!" My hand froze and my gaze was darted upon the owner of the thin voice who spoke.
I don't understand why but when i saw her, everything seems to move so slow. Her hair was dancing along with the wind together with her dress. She has this angelic face that's forbidden to anyone and it is as if when someone dared to touch her face he will be possessed by a demon.
"Are you mute? Kaya ba nag iisa ka lang? Kawawa ka naman pero magaling kang magdrawing kaya sasamahan nalang kita dito, kahit na nandidiri ako sayo!" I don't know why... again but when she was about to sit beside me every little thing in my body came rushing.
My blood vessels were busy accommodating the rapid flow of my blood and my heart, it starts to pump so fast that i could hardly breathe. Even my lungs were tightening as i can't take my eyes off of her.
"Kyaaah! You're bleeding!" I heard her sweet voice and her worried angelic face.Why? Is there something wrong?
She handed me her handkerchief but I just stared at her face so she put it under my nose. She's in panicked and i find it... cute. Nah, she's beyond cute!She's a beauty, she's indeed beautiful!
"Hey! Babatukan na talaga kita! Umayos ka nga! Dudukutin ko yang mata mo kakatingin sa akin. Dumudugo na nga ang nose mo eh! Could you please look up nalang?! Urrghh-! Why are you bleeding ba?!" she raised her voice. Is she scolding me? I chose not to move nor to speak. I just stared at her.
"Silver anak!" i heard my mom's voice which made my head snapped towards her direction.
She's also in panicked together with dad who is now running towards me. And when he reached my place he carried me right away. I saw other people surrounding us and like my parents' faces they are all in panic.
I don't understand, why they are acting like this? Is it because of my health condition? Maybe? Of course it is! I sighed and just took a deep breath.
I want to be with that beautiful angel. I want to see her again. And i want her to be my lady someday. Hindi naman ako nabigo--Yes! I learned how to speak tagalog because she talks to me in that language. As i was saying, hindi ako nabigo. After the attack of my illness palagi ko na siyang nakikita. She's always visiting me and she always talks to me.
Even though she didn't get any response in her every sentences, questions and stories, she was still very patient accompanying me in a peaceful place. And i love it. I love it when I'm with her. Until her brother confronted me and commanded me to stay away from my Paradise.
"Pwede ba? Wag ka ng lalapit kay Paraiso?! You're too weak for her! She doesn't deserve someone like you! And Renmark, you're older than her! Is'nt it even disgusting to you?" he said coldly.
