Band Obsessed (Book 2)

Conor: Tell Me

Conor's POV

"She's beautiful, Conor." I heard Chance's voice say from behind me.

"Yeah, just like her mother." I whispered trying not to let the tears fall down face.

"Did you name her yet?" My mom askes me.

I looked down at my newborn daughter in my arms. She looked just like her mother. The eyes, the nose, her hair. She looked like an exact copy of her mom.

"Harper Melody Smith." I told everyone in the room.

"After her mom." Drew whispered.

"Yeah." I mumbled.

Soon, I felt the wet tears roll down my face.

"Aw, Conor, it'll all be okay honey." My mom tried to comfort me as I put Harper into her bassinet.

"Harper left you a note to read. Read it when you're ready too, Conor." Sergio told me as he handed a folded piece of paper and left the room followed by the rest of the guys and my mom.

Once they left, I sat down in the chair and unravelled the note from Harper.

Dear Conor Michael Smith,

Before I get started, I just wanna let you know that I love you with my whole entire heart and soul. I wish that we didn't have to part ways like this, but everything happens for a reason. Thank you for being there for me for all those years, I greatly appreciate it. Tell our little girl I love her so much and I'll be watching down from heaven.

I remember at our 7 month check up, the doctor told us that the possibility of me surviving after delivering our baby girl would be pretty slim. My heart broke knowing that our little girl wouldn't physically have her mother around to raise her. I know that you will do an amazing job raising her. I know that you'll get a lot of love and support from our families and the boys.

Conor, I want you to move on and find someone that will treat our little girl like she's their own. I want you to be happy and I don't want you to focus on my passing. Go live your life, go have fun on tour with the boys. Speaking of which, tell them I love them all very dearly and wish them the best.

I will forever miss and love you Conor. I will always be watching from heaven.

Like Hunter Hayes sings in his song 'Tell Me', "Tell me what to do about it/And does it have to end this way". I really wish it didn't have to end this way!! Stay strong Conor Smith and go inspire others to change the world into a better place.

Forever and Always,
Harper Melody Herron <3

"I wish it didn't have to end this way either, Harp." I said out loud and wiped my tears away.