Band Obsessed (Book 2)

Dawson: Stand Out Fit In

Song: Stand Out Fit In
By: ONE OK ROCK

TW: Eating Disorder

"Hey, you should lose some weight!" One kid yelled at me followed by laughs.

I felt the tears roll down face and into my lap. I grabbed my phone and put in my ear buds. I went into my music library and chose to listen to a band I'm obsessed with called On The Outside which I so happen to be meeting tomorrow night. As I was listening to their music, I felt myself fading away and getting lost in the music.

Soon, school was finally down for the day, so I went home.

"Hello darling, how was school?" My grandma asked me.

"Like every other day." I stated taking off my shoes.

"Okay, dinner will be done in an hour sweetheart." She smiled at me.

I faked a smile back and went to my room and closed the door. I set my bag onto the floor and face planted onto my bed. My grandparents have been raising me very since I was 5 years old and now I am 17 years old. My mother left after she gave birth to me and then my father died in a car accident when I was 5.

I put my headphones back in and listened to On The Outside, The Vamps, and Hunter Hayes. Soon, I fell asleep.

"Darling." I heard my grandma say to me.

"Huh?"

"Dinner is done."

"Okay."

I got put of bed and slowly made my way into the kitchen. I didn't want to eat dinner, I needed to lose weight.

"Thanks grandma."

"No problem dear."

"Hey gramps." I greeted my grandpa.

"Addi!! How was your day?" He asked.

"Good." I lied.

"That's nice. Are you excited for tomorrow?"

"You bet! I can't wait to meet my favorite band!" I smiled for once.

"I'm happy for you dear." He smiled at me.

We ate dinner, then I helped grandma wash dishes and after that I went to my room and started to exercise to burn off all the calories I ate from dinner.

An hour later, I sat in bed and fell back asleep.

Skip to the m&g

'I can't believe it's finally happening! I'm meeting On The Outside! I've been an OG Day 1 fan and I am so happy!' I said to myself in my head.

"Which one was your favorite again?" Grandma asked me.

"Dawson, he's the one with short curly hair." I explained to her.

Soon, Aimee came out to give us our m&g passes and soon we were let in. We stood in line and waited. Man, did the guys look awesome! Especially Dawson! My grandma told me she would record my meeting the guys. I gave Aimee my phone and hugged Sam first.

"It's finally so nice to meet you Addi!" He said as he hugged me.

"You know my name?" I asked in shock.

"Yeah, I follow your fan page! It's otosavesme right?" He asked.

"Yeah, it actually is!"

Next was Devin.

"Hi!!!" He said squeezing me.

"Hi Dev!" I said trying my hardest not to cry.

"I love you!" He said.

"I love you too!"

Next was Bloom.

"Hi Bloom!"

"Hi darling!"

"I'm jealous of your amazing guitar skills!" I told him.

"Awe, thank you!"

Next was my favorite....Dawson. He's even hotter in person!! I tried to hold my tears back, but they started to flow out.

"Awe, what's wrong!?" Dawson asked me as he pulled me into a hug.

"I'm sorry for being a ugly cried." I told him.

"Awe, it's okay!" He stated.

"You guys have literally saved me, your my inspiration!" I cried.

"We love you so much."

"I get bullied at school and your music saves me from it all." I admitted to him.

"You get bullied!?"

"Yeah, they make fun of my weight, height and face."

"You don't deserve all that hate, Addi." Dawson comforted me.

"I know they don't like me that much. Guess that I don't dress how they want.
I just wanna be myself, I can't be someone else."

"Be yourself, it doesn't matter what they say. They're only jealous." He told me.

I let go of Dawson and quickly hugged Jon. I stood in between Dawson and Bloom. Once the picture was taken, I left the m&g.

"How was it darling?" Grandma asked me.

"Life changing!" I said wiping the tears away.

After the concert, I got a dm from Dawson.

Dawsonthuckabee:
It was lovely meet you tonight Addi. We all appreciate your love and support! It's okay to stand out, it's okay to be an Outsider ❤

Otosavesme:
Thank you Dawson, it means the world to me!😭❤

Dawsonthuckabee:
Never change yourself to please other people

Otosavesme:
I won't❤