ISAK POV
________i was at some stupid party with magnus, mahdi and jonas. they were all insanely drunk- as for me, i was slightly tipsy and bored out of my mind. i wanted to go home, but who else was going to drive the boys home in their state?
it wasn't until some random girl (who i'm assuming was the host of the party) said we were going to play spin the bottle when things began to get interesting. i'm not gonna lie, i was opposed to the idea at first but magnus practically begged me to join. like, what is this, middle school?
we were gathered around in a big circle. i was so embarrassed of my friends who were laughing over the littlest of things, slurring their words and hiccuping all over- though i couldn't help but laugh a bit at their behavior.
once i saw everyone we were going to be playing with, i began to get a little excited. there were plenty of hot girls, i was bound to land on at least one of them.
olivia, who was apparently the host of the party stumbled into the middle of the deformed circle with a beer in one hand. "okay, everyone. we're gonna play a few games of spin the bottle, you all know how to play, right? you just spin the bottle and whoever it lands on you kiss, blah blah blah- it's pretty self explanatory. alright, well, the rules are you have to kiss for thirty seconds and it doesn't matter what gender it is, you have to kiss them. good?"
everyone nodded, and to be quite honest, i wasn't too worried about the opposite gender thing because there were twice as many girls as boy and i was desperate to kiss one of those chicks.
we were going counter clockwise and a few people had already gone, i was up next. we had two girls that made out and then a boy and girl twice. everything was going smoothly and that was when olivia pointed at me.
"you! what's your name? it's your turn." she said drunkenly, grabbing the bottle in her hand as she prepared to spin it.
"um, isak." i replied awkwardly, my heart skipping a beat in hopes that i'd land on a cute girl.
olivia smirked, "ready?" she asked and i nodded, watching as her wrist twisted, causing the bottle to spin around on the floor and i began to grow anxious as the bottle started to slow down.
finally, it stopped.
i slowly and hesitantly looked upwards, my eyes landing on a very, very attractive boy with blonde styled hair, crystal blue eyes and honestly- looked like a bad boy with his nonchalant expression plastered on his face. he had a denim jacket on over his shirt and i got so distracted at his beauty that i didn't even realize i was about to kiss a boy until i heard jonas' voice.
"oh my God, isak is gonna kiss a boy." jonas screeched, laughing loudly as he pointed back and forth at the two of us.
i snapped out of my trance, my eyes widening and became stiff as i blurted out, "i'm not gay."
an almost offended look flashed on the blondes face. olivia groaned in annoyance but before she could say anything, the handsome boy spoke instead. "what does it matter? it's just a game."
"i don't want to kiss a boy."
he shrugged, "i don't make the rules."
i began to grow nervous when i heard my friends chanting my name. no, no, no! stop doing that, i thought as i gave them an annoyed look, but it didn't matter when the rest of the circle joined in and everyone was saying my name.
"come on, isak! don't be one of those guys." olivia said which only provoked me more. i didn't like her already.
i looked back at the boy, trying my best not to be attracted to him but geez, he was hot.
"don't worry, it's not scary." he chuckled, smiling at me in an amused which made my stomach do a couple flips. "it's okay."
was this guy gay or something? how would he know if it wasn't scary?
i darted my eyes away again to look at the chanting crowd and eventually felt so pressured that i thought, forget it. let's just get it over with.
"okay, i guess." i muttered and we both stood up. i awkwardly made my way over to him, yet somehow he looked completely unbothered and perfectly fine with this idea.
his eyes glanced down at my lips and without hesitation, he cupped my cheeks and pulled my face to his, pressing our lips against each other. sparks flew throughout my body and at first, i didn't kiss back- but once i eased into it, my lips molded against his and it suddenly felt natural.
i heard cheering around me, but it wasn't long before that noise was drowned out of my earshot and all that was going through my mind in the moment was that this felt amazing and i wanted more.
my hands found his neck to pull him closer and it was like i forgot about everyone around us, also forgetting the fact that i wasn't into guys.
our kisses were slow and soft before he increased speed. i was finding it hard to keep up with the force he used, but i enjoyed it nevertheless. was it weird that this felt as good as it did? honestly, i didn't even care. this feeling of pure bliss was all that mattered to me right now.
i fought the urge to run my fingers through his hair, thinking that that'd be taking it too far, yet it gnawed at the back of my mind like i was supposed to do it.
those thoughts were gone soon though when i felt a pair of hands rip me away from the boy i was kissing. my hands slipped away from his neck as i almost tumbled to the ground, barely catching my balance at the last second to see that mahdi was the one that pulled me off.
"dude, the thirty seconds was up like- a minute ago!" mahdi said, nudging me with his elbow, thinking he was saving me from me from embarrassment when in reality, i was mad that he interrupted.
i looked around the room awkwardly as i saw everyone staring at me with weird looks, and when i met that boy's eyes- he only had an amused, smirk on his face that caused me to feel strange inside. strange in a good way.
"whatever, man." i said to mahdi, shrugging off his contact as i darted my eyes to the ground. "i just didn't hear the timer."
"sure." mahdi responded, chuckling to himself as he walked away which made me roll my eyes.
i glanced at that boy once more, seeing him wink at me subtly before turning around and sitting back down in his spot. i had no clue what even just happened, but i did know one thing.
i wouldn't be able to stop thinking about him for a long time.
YOU ARE READING
EVAK/HENJEI ONE SHOTS
Romancethis book is a collection of henjei and evak one shots i've made over the last few months. i've had this unpublished for sooo long but i decided to publish it now:) there's probably lots of mistakes or unfinished chapters because i haven't checked t...